Monday, January 9, 2012
@Jessie: !! WOULD YOU. Well I can rely on wikipedia really! And I am still on an anti-downloading spree BUT MAYBE SOON ♥ JESSIE YOU ARE THE BEST THING~ THAT. ISN'T MINE. WELL.
@pearl: PEARL YOU ARE THE BEST. I WILL MEET YOU IN ONE OF THOSE TANKS SOME DAY SO YOU CAN CRACK THAT JOKE AT ME REPEATEDLY.
WOKE UP AT 0830 TO SMS CHEW LOLOLOL.
Left my house around 0940 HAHAHA AND STILL WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO REACHED ORCHARD ON TIME. My house owns everyone's ;D Waited around for Zhang and Chew and walked around! Wanted to eat ramen but it was too early LOL so we sat around and went to Bibi and Baba, only to find out that EVERYTHING WAS OUT OF STOCK. Ummmm.
SO YES ate lunch at the far east ramen place, then hoboed around ion, and went back to school to receive results!
Met Cheese in school, got my bag from her!
Me: ... It's a bag.
Cheese: Ya.
Me: Like seriously seriously a bag.
Cheese: Yup.
Me: Not a goodie bag? But a really bag?
Cheese: YUP.
LOLOLOL MY LIFE.
Got results! Just wanted to say right here: serious respect for all the people who took all 10 papers. I barely survived, and I took all of TWO PAPERS. Good on you guys -PATS BACK- (ALSO GUYS I am on the 6.4'07 facebook page and IRENE IS A GENIUSSSSS.)
So anyway, got an A2 for French and B3 for Chinese.
Me: I AM A SHAME TO THE CHINESE RACE.
Mom: YOU'RE CHINESE!?
PEOPLE I LOVE A LOT: MY MOM LOLOLOL.
ANYWAY AFTER THAT GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE.
Mom: Are you coming back soon? Your cousin just gave birth.
Me: WHAT IN THE ACTAL FUCK!?!?
UM SO YA SUPER EXCITED! I mean I'm really kinda super close to my cousins so yea I was excited for her birth because she's my cousin, and also because GUYS GUYS IS BIRTH NOT MAGICAL AND MIRACULOUS AND ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS ABOUT LIFE? No? Okay ): So yea I was seriously super excited and obviously I had to go see her so I skipped out on class chalet to see her.
AND GOSH THE BABY WAS ADORABLEEEE he's so tiny! But apparently my mom says he's normal-sized haha BUT HIS HEAD IS AS BIG AS MY PAAALM. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE. lksdjflkjdla;kdjf -wibbles- Also he threatened to start crying multiple times but he didn't cry in the end! :D When Edwyn and Ezann came in they were all so fond and IT WAS JUST REALLY CUTE OKAY :D♥
ALSO I got gastric pains? Like I was already getting a little in school but it got worse and worse. It wasn't really bad though, just uncomfortable as fuckkk but yea. OH WELL I AM MUCH BETTER NOW.
WELL was considering blogging this in Chinese but SINCE I CANNOT SPEAK CHINESE. C'est okay. Peut-être tu pense que c'est le fin, mais il y aurait plus qui arrivent. Je ne sais pas exactement comment te dire, et il paraît que je n'ai pas le droit te dire au ce sujet, mais sache, au moins, que je te soutenir et je t'aime. ♥
THINGS I AM DOING TOMORROW:
- Open House? WHAT TIME.
- Bringing my bro home from school
- Mugging SYFC!
- SORTIE 5 AHHH CLIMBING DESCENDING ): ):
Idek how I'm going to squeeze all that into one day without something clashing LOL.
Also gosh why do you have the most darling quotes ever, that don't even have a discernible source and this I suspect is because it came from your brain, yourself, and I am infinitely jealous of that because I could only wish to string together sentences that others would want to quote. (There is also this major tiny problem that I haven't spoken to you in ages and probably never want to again, but gosh. I'd die for your literary ability.)
I REALISE I BLOG A LOT OF THINGS THAT COULD BE TERRIBLY MISINTERPRETED.
OH GOSH CAN I JUST TALK ABOUT TAYLOR SWIFT. HAHAHA.
And you stood there in front of me, just close enough to touch / Close enough to hope you couldn't see what I was thinking of
OKAY I TYPED OUT A PARAGRAPH WHICH VERY FANNISHLY BROKE DOWN THOSE 2 LINES AND IT COULD'VE BEEN A FUCKING LITERARY ESSAY BUT I DEEMED IT TOO FANNISH AND HOPELESSLY ROMANTIC TO PUBLISH ON MY BLOG. But basically I love that the line plays with the word 'close', because closeness could be physical or emotional, and I love that there is this ridiculous notion that telepathy is correlated to physical distance, and I love that there is this degree of closeness that could make you feel that the above ridiculous notion is actually not-so-ridiculous, and I love that although the ~protagonist~ is vulnerable and open and being mind-read by her partner she just stays there and makes no motion to move and leeaves herself unguarded and that is trust to the largest degree.
UM I JUST. REWROTE EVERYTHING I THOUGHT ABOUT but far less fannishly! I am. Still a hopeless romantic. Lolol my life. Guys if someone ever asks you if I'm a hopeless romantic WOULD YOUR ANSWER BE YES OR NO JW.
Oh gosh guys you know what I love a lot? TAYLOR SWIFT'S LYRICS. I always wonder to myself IS THIS A BAD DECISION then I go listen to a bunch of Taylor and decide NO THIS IS THE BEST DECISION OF MY LIFE.
ALSO MINE. Which is just beautiful as a song. Oh gosh have I mentioned I really, really like Mine? No? Okay I REALLY LOVE MINE LIKE CRAZY.
OKAY OKAY I AM GOING TO STOP NOW. ONWARDS TO FANDOM. ONWARDS TO BEING MORE FANNISH. HAHAHA I'M SO EXCITED GUYS BEING FUCKING FANNISH!
OMG GUYS MATSUKEN AND KOYUKI'S CHILD IS BORN!!! AHHHH. ALSO KOYUKI CONTINUES TO ACT. EVERYTHING IS PERFECT :D♥
OH HOHO DRAMA RATINGS DRAMA. LOLOL. NTV's on top WHICH IS SURPRISING TO ME. I thought Fuji TV would get it but NTV HAS KASEIFU NO MITA. Which is apparently really really good. BUT GUYS LONG VACATION OKAY.
Sasshi's a new soloist AND WELL. NOT REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS. What about my AKB power vocals! LISTEN TO THIS. TALENT IN AKB EXISTS, OKAY.
Also this. It's just wrong. I mean comfort women are a terrible thing, but you shouldn't have to do terrible things to try to make it right :/ I love the world but sometimes, really.
GOING TO WATCH PVs TOMORROW I THINK :D
Omg. You have no idea how long I've been waiting for this.
Thanks. Thanks.
We have the kind of fucked up relationship where we can't connect, where I won't let us connect, but. My train of thought is all screwed up right now I really can't.
Thanks. Gosh I'm a wreck right now but really thanks.
Don't worry and I will and I love you too and really. Don't worry. Not for me and not for yourself.
-- we love this more than anyone else