Tuesday, March 27, 2012
1) The muchrooms grew, RIP is temporarily half-saved.
2) There is still Arashi - there will always be Arashi.
3) And there is music, of course.
4) Being sick doesn't have to be a bad thing.
5) There is the jarring realisation that someone called me good at something, so jarring as it is, there is that.
6) OH FUCK I just came up with an idea for PW :D :D
7) I have a lot of books I want to read - and I'm making time to do so
8) I am no longer behind on homework as of today (:
9) I am alive, breathing, and well.
10) I have the most amazing friends ♥
Whether (those times) were good, or bad, it’s a fact that the time that I have spent until now has led to me being who I am today.- Matsumoto Jun [Source Unknown]
source
I am fine (:
Labels: quotes
-- we love this more than anyone else
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Thank you. It was fun - amazing - while it lasted.
I don't think I'm going to get over this any time soon.
So. Sortie 15, Kilo with Raman, as usual. Turns out he was on leave, which is why I didn't fly on Friday and Saturday.
There was like no wind. Okay okay there was wind, almost perfectly 210 degrees, but yea it was quite mild the wind sock was completely limp when I drove in. The visibility was damn bad though, the cloud cover was heavy and they almost switched to IMC when I was on the runway. But they let me fly anyway, and I panicked because at base I really couldn't see anything beyond the clouds.
So. Hurm. R/T and checks and taxiing were okay, T/O roll was kinda messed up. I generally don't have problems through upwind crosswind downwind, although I was messing up my height on downwind this time. And there was gusting, even if there was in general not much wind so I was struggling with... stuff.
Messed up on base and finals, because as usual I can't get it right. My aspect was too high because I couldn't... feel when to switch the power, and stuff like that. And messed up the CAAS checks too - couldn't keep on centreline, aimpoint was screwed 'cos my aspect was off, and I didn't really get what I was doing with my speed. I mean, I did - speed 70kts, minimum 65kts, but. I don't know. It was a screwy moment.
I did like, 7 or 8 circuits? I don't even know. Rounded out too high for the majority of them, and couldn't save it. I landed okay... once. Twice? Which is a mild improvement. Raman says I have a phobia when I near the ground. I laughed but honestly it's kind of true.
Also Raman asked me about what I wrote on my hand again. Asked if it was still Korean, and if I took Korean as a second language, and if it was supposed to give me confidence. Not really - it made me less of a nervous wreck, more like - but close enough.
So yea. It's over, and all.
Met Clarence, who just finished his first solo and was grinning like a mild maniac. Listened to him talk about landing alone, and was told his entry to PPL isn't confirmed until he does COMPASS. Asked me if I did it yet, told him I just got phased out. Like, right in front of him, when he enterred the Ops Room, but he didn't know. It was mildly awkward, but I'm genuinely happy for him (:
Turns out I'm the third one to get past 15 so far, so Brian had a CX or DNCO. Hoping for the best for him, and for the rest of my coursemates ♥
I don't regret joining SYFC, although some people (aka my relatives and some of my friends) have thought it was a waste time, even more so now that I won't receive my PPL. But it's really been... unforgettable and magical and all sorts of adjectives people use to describe moments in their lives which have changed them.
I've blogged about leaving before, and I'm not in the state to do so right now, so I'll leave it. Thank you, SYFC, for giving me the time of my life, and for everything.
Sortie 15: not amazing in terms of performance, but an important one to me, and I really, genuinely enjoyed it, even if I didn't do well to show it. Thank you for the flights ♥
Not directly related, but I've been off-tangent all day and I can't really blame myself. I want to count my blessings but it's not a good time for me to try, and idk. I'm just being slightly difficult but things haven't been going well for me, in school, out of school, at home, things like that. But let's be honest, I'm blessed. And I will count my blessings, later.
But I just found out that Acchan announced her graduation from AKB48. Which is kind of my snapping point because fandom, aren't you supposed to always be there for me? But that's just being ridiculous. I wish her luck, and all, but right now I'm just. Oh, what the fuck. I'll calm down and think about that later.
So I've been putting my comfort songs on repeat, any of the comfort songs I can find, and that's been helpful ♥ Music will always be there for me, at least.
Now Hui Xian, stop being difficult, go get a cup of coffee and watch Nino play Niji and cry or something. Count your blessings, Hui Xian. And breathe.
And you know I want to ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
I don't know how it gets better than this ♥
People I love.
Sigh.
I'm just trying not to do work rn lol. Ah well.
Like there is not doing work and there is actively trying not to do work and I am unfortunately performing the latter ):
In my valiant attempt to not do work I am flailing over fic reveals LOL. What is life. Also guys, guuuuuys. Ugh fandom.
I'm just whining incoherently rn. Can my parents go to sleep and let me have peace? Maybe I'll actually start work then.
UNTIL THEN there is fic and then I will wibble as I watch truth as usual.
I will never get over how perfect truth is, oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh. Ahhhh ♥
Also I am getting the slightly uncomfortable realisation that I just have a thing for guys and face-touching, not just Nino. Maybe it's Arashi-specific but MOST PROBABLY NOT. I was screaming silently when Aiba put his hand up to his face. LIKE, YOU ARE ATTRACTIVE, AIBA, STOP MAKING ME EVEN MORE ATTRACTED TO YOU. I was going to make a physics joke but I no longer take physics and I couldn't formulate the context.
BUT BASICALLY. Also gosh in the PV itself (which I just got and am pissed at because WHY IS IT NOT 1280x720, IS THIS PUNISHMENT FOR BEING IN AN OLD FANDOM) Nino flings his arm over his face. HIS ARM, OKAY. Right after Aiba touches his own face, NINO DOES THAT. And I'm just. SO WEAK. -wibble-
Also I am infinitely in love with the dance break they do. YOU CAN'T BODY WAVE, ARASHI. Except for Ohno. Who is fucking ace and amazingly hot when he does it. Also that coat fling. Hnnnnggggg. Arashi I can never love you enough why so amazing? ;_;
And the thing is I haven't even found my favourite performance of truth since my HDD died; it's the one with the amazing lighting and camerawork and everything screams either SCP or Utaban to me, but I already have SCP so it must be Utaban. SO I AM LIKE, SCREAMING TO GET IT RN. Omg I JUST GOT IT. Okay. AHH NOW I'M EXCITED.
Okay okay I will watch that and truly begin on my work. REALLY.
OKAY YUP definitely not Arashi-specific although Arashi doing it is !!! because I already love them that much. Um okay maybe my slight obsession is kind of why no one else notices it I googled and my blog is like the 3rd hit.
This is uncomfortable.
But ahhhhhh ♥
I KEEP FORGETTING JPOPSUKI EXISTS.
Labels: real life: flights
-- we love this more than anyone else
I'll see Clarence tomorrow, which is going to be slightly awkward. I will be incredibly happy for him tho (: I guess in a sense tomorrow's going to be the day that changes my life. Stay strong, Hui Xian. Know that it was more than worth it, and that you regret nothing, and like you said: whether or not you get through, at least you tried, and least you did the best you could have done, at least you had more chances than any person on earth could have. You've clocked 17 hours in the pilot's seat; most people clock zero.
Anyway: first wave, Sortie 15. May it be a life-changing experience - and it will be, no matter how it goes. I just hope that this change will be for the better.
Stay strong, Hui Xian.
I'm in a kind of funny mood rn. Maybe it's because I'm listening to 安静 while thinking about SYFC and also about certain people. Not really in the mood to do anything, much less e-mail and text people about RIP. To be quite honest there's one person I want - need? - to talk to rn but I can't. Mostly because the person isn't online, but also because I don't think I can pluck the courage to, and because there's a lot bearing down on the conversation. And I don't even know what I could say.
I'll come back and blog later. Trying very hard to keep myself together for now. I just want to pick up my other books, hide under my covers, and read.
If putting 安静 on repeat both upsets and comforts me, does it go on my list of comfort songs? Answer is EVIDENTLY. Okay my list of comfort songs is atcually ridiculously short but it'll lengthen. It has the beautiful total of 6 songs lol. I guess that's what makes them special. Not a lot of songs can be placed into this list because they have to be really close to heart, and they must really comfort me. The reason why Niji has such an unmovable position on the list is because it never fails to do so. I'm not too sure about 安静 because this is a very... unique and solitary feeling it's curbing for me, but time will tell.
Oh Jay Chou. At least you have the piano which is willing to speak with you. I only have my computer screen and my tiny alternate universes to live in.
为什么还要我用微笑来带过?
OKAY I haven't blogged since like... Wednesday lol it's kind of Saturday. Um.
22.03.2012
Le Thursday, which are the worst. Did Chem bonding, in which the lecturer said with great grandiose that "while you have almost a hundred pages of lecture notes, I have one slide - well, one prezi" and then demonstrated the extent of his ability to compact notes by zooming ALLLLLLLL THE WAY into a microscopic definition of chemical bonding. A+, lecturer. Did stuff we already knew, which wasn't too bad, but I'm awaiting the next lecture with trepidation.
Econs tutorial, I can't even remember what we OH YES TAXES. Taxation, and also a bit on PED/YED/XED and learnt things which are Out Of Syllabus. It's always fun too, of course, BUT EXTREMELY CONFUSING. Ahhh.
Math lecture, inequalities really have no kick. IT'S ALL THE SAME THIIIING. The problem with math is that when I'm showed the solution I'm all, "you don't say" but when I get the question I'll be like "the fuck am I supposed to know the answer!?"
Econs lecture, more on firms. I am awaiting the moment when we do brand loyalty, which is my favourite because let's be honest, it's what gets companies going. And let's be even more honest: brand loyalty is the basis of fandom. MY FUTURE CAREER, OKAY. Okay not really but ugh if I could I WOULD TOTALLY DO THIS.
Math tutorial, got back graphs test which I JUST PASSED. Partial FUCK YEAH to that. My class average was like, 9, and I always get below the class average when it comes to math so am I really surprised? Nope. Went through functions tutorial which I. Did not do. Um.
An hour break which was spent with Cheese and Weiqi :D Looking for Cheese's math file oh sigh.
Bio prac, spent going through enzymes and being confused. Oh bio ):
What did I do when I got home? OH YES. Studied until I fell asleep on my notes. Like a boss.
23.03.2012
Which obviously was bad because I think I failed bio lecture test LOL. I need to learn to think and write faster. Sigh. Fucking enzymes.
GP after that, which was as usual a lot of talking and being jokers. I can't remember a thing about school, strangely.
Break, in which I sat and read LOL. Ah well :D Will blog about The Hunger Games at the end of this section (although that may be an odd place to start a book review.)
Math tutorial, MORE FUNCTIONS. More going through tutorials I have not completed. More confusion, and stuff.
Chem prac, titrated, FOR ONCE I WAS THE FASTEST IN CLASS (: I also got the value closest to the true value! Although I still got closer to Scandium but there were people whose atomic masses were Vanadium's LOL. Anyway back titration's supposed to be inaccurate. Also spent a lot of time laughing at Chong An, who, for the math genius we think he is, calculated his titre volume wrongly 4 times and thus titrated 4 times, and then realised that his values that were 3cm3 off were only 0.05cm3 off (Y)
After that, talked about RIP to Mr. Ngan. We are beyond screwed. Ah well.
Went home with Jessie's! As usual, ate, walked to Bishan, and took the train with her to Yishun (: It's a nice routine we have. It wasn't meant to be a routine - the first time I just had RIP till then anyway, and this time I just didn't want to go home haha.
24.03.2012
AND TODAY I FINISHED HUNGER GAMES (: And caught up with my class for math, and panicked a little to Louy about Stuff. Sigh ):
Idk why I'm in a such a mood today. Maybe it's because it's been a while since I let myself get caught in a book for hours on end. Maybe it's because I'm just tired of being at home all the time. Maybe I'm just tired. Ah well.
I JUST SENT A LAME ONE-LINER E-MAIL. WELL. Okay I just cleared a lot of the e-mailing I had to do la which is awesome (:
ALSO JS I traded MP3s with my cousin for a week, SO I HAVE AN iTOUCH NOW LOL. Anyway I didn't change any of the music in it (I know how to rip from iPods so I can send his music back but it's too much trouble) so it has all these old Chinese songs from my childhood ;_; My cousins were the reason I started listening to music in the first place and I was scrolling through his music and talking about what good taste he had, because let's be honest his musical choice had direct influence on my current ones. So yea ♥ Every time I listen to music, it's a little trip down nostalgia lane.
THE HUNGER GAMES.
Okay right off the bat I'm just going to firstly say that I have very strange taste in books, and me and Jessie are very different in our responses to books. We have similar tastes in plot but not so much for writing style.
So yea just, rn I will say that I'm not a huge fan of Suzanne Collins's writing style. She's not a bad writer, it's just that sometimes I think she could do better. She's good at writing dialogue, I must admit - funny at all the right moments and all - but in narration I honestly think she could do better. Most of it was okay, some parts made me stop for a moment, others were fantastic. But I'm not exactly in love with her style.
BUT ANYWAY, PLOT-WISE. Okay I just want to talk about world building, honestly, and. Idk, what do you call it? Ideas? Idk. She's creative as fuck. The world itself, idk. I felt it may have been a little contrived? Or a little shut-out. Like, the world consists only of America, kind of thing. Possibly this is because Katniss has never seen the outside world, but it feels a little strange somehow. But oh gosh, the little elements in it. Mockingjays are one of my favourite parts of this book. The eccentricities of the people of the Capitol with their curiously-dyed hair and lilting accents. The costumes, how did she even think of the costumes? The flashbacks to previous participants, how they killed and how the audience reacted. The cannibalistic one strikes me the most because it is so raw and real - it's hard to think it didn't happen every Hunger Game.
Emotions are a little funny in this book, but emotions are a little funny in real life, too. I keep wondering if Gale should have volunteered as tribute, but no, Gale can't, Gale has to take care of Prim and her mother. What happens if both Gale and Katniss are tribute? Their families can't support each other. Life continues to be hard.
OKAY ANYWAY let us not move onto my personal speculations. I kind of identify with Katniss, a little. She's a little slow, oh darling. But only mentally; girl's a thing to deal with on the arena. She has a mad temper, which is kind of why I identify with her.
Just saying until now I can't picture the Cornucopia. LOL. UM.
Okay idrk how to TALK about the book but essentially while it's complicated it's not 1984 level complicated. It's a YA, after all, and stuff. But I enjoyed it (: I'm mostly stunned by Collins's creative ability and the way she seems to make everything come to life, and her gentle plot twists that while did not steer the direction of the book too much, brought tension and suspense to the book. It's exciting, and I'd hate to watch a reality TV show Suzanne made - but I'd love it too. That's what The Hunger Games are about: convulated, twisted reality TV shows that disgust you but incite you at the same time, that express power over your emotions and mentalities in silent ways you never know about. And the book itself (I was talking about the Games itself the previous sentence) is about a rebellion sparked - almost accidentally - by a girl who's not willing to die, not yet, more for her family than for herself.
IN GENERAL: ahhhh, stars in my eyes. It's a good book, in general! Plot-wise, ah-may-zing. Everyone who reads my blog has read/will read it anyway, so I shall not comment further (:
(Also now I want Hunger Games AU fic. Although I'd cry a lot. I DO WANT IT.)
Tomorrow when I am done with my math tutorial and chem tutorial and writing my GP intro and doing Econs and reading cell membranes and thinking about PW.
I will take a blank A4-sized paper and world build. PPECS, and all, and I will think and ask myself questions and then after that I will start writing my ten thousand word epic. Or something.
I've been planning this for ages, I just haven't gotten down to it. Now that I've just read - and for hours on end - I'm really motivated to do this.
In which Jun-kun (using Japanese suffixes again, OOPS.) is adorable and considerate, how could anyone dislike him? I'm convinced people who don't like him are merely judging him at face value. Also Matsumiya's matching hairstyles. Awwww ♥ I love hot-from-the-debut-oven Arashi.
You know what else I love? the way Ohno's cradling his neck, like, oh, my god, and the lighting, and the oh gosh Ohno's face.
Also a nice face: Aiba's. Y U SO CUTE, AIBA. Also that trolley is ridden with RIBBONS. I am generally an anti-ribbon person but SO. CUTE. Almost as cute as Aiba Sunshine Masaki. ALMOST. Aiba Masaki are you not THIRTY YEARS OLD. ♥♥ (Technically as of NOW 29 but THIS YEAR, OKAY GUYS?)
And more Aiba face. I know someone who will appreciate this as much as I do :D :D
Also oh gosh attractive. Is that a 16 oh Sho's shirt? But gah. Amaaaazing.
My fandom and how it used to be incredibly organised (and could be salvaged now, if not for MegaUpload and SOPA scaring the shit out of everyone. I miss my lives' index.)
It was easier before they shot up to popularity and everyone started to upload everything repeatedly. When a PV appears, at least 5 subbing comms sub it and then post to the main comm. Why, fandom?
BUT HONESTLY. With all the indexes, I'm sure I have the neatest of fandoms ♥ Mostly this is because there are several anal people in the fandom, but also because we are amazing ♥
I WILL NEVER STOP okay I'm going to stop last 2 tumblr posts LOL.
Nino is excessively good at balancing things on sticks. I don't see how that is a relevant talent in the current society but. And let's be honest: there's many more talents the tiny man has. Oh gosh Nino.
Just saying, I just found out that my classmate's friend's Japanese friend is Nino's neighbour. Oh fuck every time I think it I start to cry. As in! Okay when she told me I just went "are you serious" repeatedly, and I really didn't even have to try not to scream because it was just. A serious moment for me. No one will ever understand how I really really feel about Nino, I suppose. This is a ridiculous sentence and non-fans are going to call me out for it; I don't care. I got really emotional over it and I told her "oh god I'm going to cry" but I don't think she really understood the magnitude of my feelings. And not even just fangirly feelings.
Nino's my inspiration and my role model and my encouragement, when things seem bleak he keeps me together, and he doesn't even know I exist, doesn't even know there's this person somewhere, out there, whom he's holding together. And I don't feel that he doesn't know me, never, because there is ths undercurrent of connection which won't make sense to anyone but myself. No one understands this, and I understand because if I didn't know this for myself I wouldn't understand it either.
So when I heard obviously my mind derailed, and I just thought of tons of crazy things (like letters slid under doors that would be just the right amount of creepy for him to start calling his lawyers and telling them "THERE'S THIS CRAZY GIRL FROM SINGAPORE, I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT SHE HAS MY ADDRESS AND SHE PUT MAIL UNDER MY DOOR this is why we need to have restraining orders on our fans, NOW, NOW!!!") but essentially it's just. Maybe I feel like the gap has closed, somewhat. Or maybe just. It's crazy, to know that he really exists. I don't know.
I don't really make sense. I can't make sense of all the emotions that link me to my idols but - they're deep, and I'm not going to get rid of them soon, and I don't care if people judge me because they're the best way I have to cope with myself.
Well. That was unnecessarily... personal. But I'm leaving it. It doesn't make sense, anyway - if you're not me you can't see it.
(NEW LABEL: fandom and self, which is for all those tiny moments when I pick up on myself and how I relate to fandom. ♥♥)
Labels: fandom and self, reviews: books
-- we love this more than anyone else
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
And I know all the games you play because I play them too ♪
(And well not really, but I can pretend, because isn't it easier this way?)
Okay I want to talk about someone. Okay it's a classmate. Um basically someone pissed the fuck out of me today la, and it's kind of. Minor but it's major to me. If you know me well enough, you'll know that I'm rather socially apathetic about things but when there's something I feel strongly about it'll govern parts of my life. So basically this person said something truly insulting, in the worst of manners, and it's just. I almost snapped back instantly but that wouldn't have been a positive manner to react either. And like. To think this person acts so friendly to this other person whom she just openly insulted, I was like. What the fuck are you doing, seriously.
As in in a sense I've never been on great terms with this person, I just. It's not even a 'we don't click' thing, it's just. We can speak, but I just don't really have a great interest in our conversation and something just rubs me the wrong way. And I've told people this but I believe in sensing people's auras, and I just. I knew from the start that things would turn sour between us, like we don't work, but. Ya.
I was really fucking pissed la and I spent the rest of the day avoiding this person and trying not to let my anger show, but. Yea. Idk. I'll work things out, and tbh I guess what this person did doesn't warrant my unnecessary anger la. So. Chill, Fish.
(Also js I FEEL SO JUDGY RN because there's this other person who's also kind of. Idk. Being judgy on all the things I've learnt to reserve my judgement on, and by right I should be pissed, but I'm not. I just. Want to knock some sense into the person. Because I guess this person's being judgy about a whole other area, and I feel strongly about it but nowhere as strong - possibly because passing judgement on these aspects don't also mean 'passing judgement on myself [and people currently around you]'. I wonder what happens if one day I mention it. Because this person has said things that are... mildly but not outright derogatory before. When it happens I don't know what I'll do.)
Omg since we're on judgy people HAHA omg this is turning out to be a long post I haven't even talked about the day yet! (Although I am kinda doing it.) I guess I'm kinda confused because, you know, judginess and all. As in. If it were yesterday, I would've blogged "fuck you stop treating me like a joke" because that's genuinely how I felt yesterday I was trying super hard not to shout it at your face. But now that it's today idek I mean it's obvious you kind of think of me as an idiot but I guess rn it's clear to me I'm not just an idiot in your head and that's simultaneously comforting and discomfiting? Idek what I'm feeling anymore. But I'm glad you're not... labelling me, not completely. But I don't want to be just associated with negative adjectives, tyvm.
When you find a fellow fangirl: FUCK YEA!!!!!! :D
When you find a fellow fanboy: SERIOUSLY!? FUCK YEA!!!!!!!! :D
When you find out that asshole who obviously looks down on you is a fellow fanboy: - WHAT THE FUCK!?
Stories of my life.
AM PE! I WANTED TO RUN. Like seriously. I'm a runner at heart la, and all. But anyway I was sick as fuck, like halfway through the warm up round I started coughing then when I finished I coughed for like 3min straight and I COULDN'T BREATHE as in I was just. Coughing too hard to breathe la. So instead I helped take down timings :/ Oh well. Also played handball which I SUCK AT, but yea.
Break, found 5B AS USUAL. At the table of No Judgement HAHA Oh 5B (Y)
GP, went through ~essay skills~ and idk. I love breaking things down but I can't. Answer it right? Idk I SUCK AT WRITING, that much I know, and well. Things just don't flow well in my head. Also I hate the. Idk. Structure we're forced to write in. At least Miss Kwok admits it's impossible for her to change our writing style :D That I like.
Bio, went through lipids test and had a feedback session because NONE OF US WERE PREPARED FOR ENZYMES TEST. Bio RA, people. Complained a bit about the RA lecture system, but still insisted we didn't want to do exactly the same things RP did because what's the point then? Got asked "how was yesterday's lecture?" and retorted, without any sarcasm, "what lecture?" Idk. There's a lot of things about RA I think are super inefficient, like a waste of time and valuable resources, but yea. Hopefully things work out. We tried giving suggestions, some nonsensical but some which would greatly speed up our progress and stop me from watching 3 HOURS WORTH OF LECTURE VIDEOS THE NIGHT BEFORE A TEST HINT HINT, so yea HOPEFULLY THINGS WORK WELL FROM HERE.
Pdubz after, which was about. Stuff. Also I'm glad you think my notes will be of use but is it that much trouble to write/type them yourself, seriously bro. BUT ANYWAY haha okay I'm so full of anger today! Just Pdubz la. STILL WORRIED SIGH my brain just, blanks out when I see the QP ):
RIP, which is really killing us now. Praying for the best. DEAR MUSHROOMS please stop growing mould lol. ALSO FOUND OUT MOULD USED MYCELIUM, AND FREAKED THE FUCK OUT. It's kind of interesting and if we succeed it'll be even more fascinating than mushrooms lol IT WILL ACTUALLY BE FUNNY. I was texting Keith in hysterics lol "WE GROW MOULD BETTER THAN WE DO MUSHROOMS" HAHAHAHAHA I'M MAD.
Lunch with Weiqi and Joshua! WHICH IS ALWAYS FUN. Talked a lot of crap AS WE ALWAYS DO ahhh ♥
Came back after, fell asleep reading the enzyme lecture notes for allosteric regulation LOL and got damn confused by non-competitive inhibitors and how they reduce the rate of reaction! Miss Wee told us a bit more about ideal non-competitive inhibitors so it fucked us a bit around BUT. It was fun :D I love learning out-of-syllabus things. Anyway I'm gonna ask her about it tomorrow lol I suck at enzymes. GONNA WATCH LECTURE VIDS TO FILL IN BLANKS ON MY WORKSHEET NOW. Couldn't do the first question of the tutorial I was like WELL FUCK.
Say a prayer but let the good times roll in case God doesn't show
SOLUTION TO SLEEPINESS: FANDOM.
Ugh ugh ADDICTED I have no idea how I remember parts of all their dances even if I haven't watched it in AGES. But totally following along to Lotus just now and having coughing fits after lip synching their never ending notes (WHOA, WHOA, WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOA) and HAVING A BLAST. This is why I love fandom ♥ Also, Mada Minu Sekai He. I am slowly learning the dance it's damn hard LOL.
SORA NO MUKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU~ Everytime I listen to Mada Minu Sekai He I feel like I am being transported into a place where time doesn't exist and almost-30-years-old Arashi dances in their debut PV box and MADA, MINU SEKAI HEEEEEEEEEEE, WHOOOOOOAAAAAAA, and they are spinny and their arms are all over the place and COME WITH ME~ Oh yes Arashi to the ends of the fucking earth and back.
Okay I'm going to stop being crazy. I HAVE INFORMATION ABOUT ENZYMES TO DIGEST. No? No? I hate when I make a brilliant pun and it flies over everyone's heads.
One day I will liveblog about ALL THE FEELS truth gives me.
I need to stop sleeping in the afternoon and watching Arashi at night I feel like it's NINE IN THE AFTERNOON~ okay no but like I HAVE NO SENSE OF TIME.
Also guys I love truth I love how Arashi can dance but not really that well - good enough to pass as 'dancers' but not well enough to be perfectly co-ordinated, but not bad enough to make me bewildered by their dance the way KAT-TUN always does (forever: ARE YOU EVEN DANCING THE SAME DANCE, KAT-TUN? UEDA WHY IS YOUR RIGHT HAND UP WHEN KAME'S LEFT IS UP? WHAT IS THIS???) I love how they have strange twitches here and there because they're not professionals and no one expects them to be. And I love love love how they just have random moments where they stand in a line and the camera pans and all of them are singing their hearts out, hands all over the place, usually Jun's and Nino's above their shoulders while everyone's still singing halfway normally (oh the youngest two ♥) (This could be easily taken out of context and used against
Ahhhhh ♥ I fucking love truth. SHOULD I WATCH IT AGAIN. Also I can never get the part at the end of the chorus. I need to practise, evidently. Also lol hate whenever they do hand actions and the cameramen focus on Nino. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT NINOMIYA FLOPPY-WRIST KAZUNARI IS DOING WITH HIS HANDS. I had a friend with equally floppy wrists, like they would naturally just bend at the wrist, and it was just. YEA. But Nino's the most liberal with how he dances, being a style dancer and not a method dancer. I'VE TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE.
Tbh the method thing doesn't just apply to dancing. Omg I'm blogging too much LOL but basically Nino's loose in all that he does: singing, dancing, acting. He's liberal in the sense that he'll get the technique down, then he'll fuck with the rest of it so he can do what he wants. Compare it with someone who's methodical, like Ohno, and you'll get what I mean. Ohno knows what he has to do, and he'll get exactly that, there's no drifting notes or misplaced arms or improvised lines.
As a side note, I always mention that Jun is a technical dancer (and he is) but he has a bit of flair in that which balances out nicely. I am kind of partial to the way Jun dances because of the neat balance; I like my dancers with individuality and skill.
It's funny how there are two extremes in a group, and they dance together and make everything feel slightly disoriented sometimes. When they put Nino next to Ohno, there's a completely different feel and given your mileage you may prefer one over another. Nevertheless Ohno's obviously the best dancer in the group, he just tries less hard when he's with Arashi. His solos are fucking gold, though.
Another thing: NINO CAN'T LIPSYNCH. Why is this a life decision you choose to make, Ninomiya LOL. Everytime when I watch for him I hear his voice and his mouth doesn't move I'm just like WHAT, BOY. Either that or his mouth moves but it's completely off from the syllables he's supposed to be forming. LOL. IDE. At least he can hold a live note. Hold several live notes.
Also Sho is so stiff sometimes but ahh I love you and your red and black striped scarf Sho. And Aiba's roundhouse kick of amazing soloness I SCREAM EVERYTIME HE STARTS THE LITTLE SOLO. ♥♥
I AM. GOING TO STOP.
Maybe I should make it a point that every post I post must have the words "Nino", "fucking", "perfect", and "face" in them before it is complete. They will usually be in the same order (NINO'S FUCKING PERFECT FACE).
... MAYBE THIS IS A BAD DECISION.
(Things that make me irrational: WHEN NINO TOUCHES HIS FACE. Either from frustration shock happiness delirious-ness embarrassment or just. FOR TOUCHING HIS FACE.)
Labels: fandom: arashi, fandom: meta
-- we love this more than anyone else
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
@Claire: WELL TECHNICALLY kakkoii means cool, but to a certain extent all words have something you can't really translate? I'd say kakkoii is closer to 帅 then anything! AND DID YOU SEE THE PICTURE. It's so UGH.
@pearl: It's always about Arashi ♥ And well see above tag reply!
@Zann: Ohno♥ And Maki! ♥ THANKS DEAR I don't think I ever will lol. And haha I can't help it the glue is SO ANNOYING. But the scars are healing!
Haha that awkward moment when you describe your relationship with another someone to that someone, and although your hearts beat with the same rhythm your neurons fire in different directions and the person dismisses you with a laugh. It would've been easier to just say "us" but it would make everything harder.
This is the song of my Current Life.
If you hold tight shadows will be lost in the light
'Cos sometimes fate and your dreams will collide
19.03.2012
DAY OF COOKIE-GIVING. Everyone was like "OH MY GOD they're damn good! TRY THEM" HAHA I ended up dumping half of it with my class 'cos couldn't find people and after PE we just crashed and the teachers let us eat during enrich, so yea. BUT IT WAS NICE :D
Got our PW question paper, SCARED. My mind was a blank when I read the questions. I just. I can't think, guys. I can't create ideas. They don't come to me that easily. Oh sigh.
Met up with Celine Louy Jessie Weiqi after that to eat cookies and play CSI. HAHA it was FUCKING CREEPY I felt chills going down my back when Celine said it! ALSO HIGHED AROUND while Weiqi danced to Sherlock. And screwed Joshua with the seagull soup one FUCKING FUNNY some people are so slow LOL.
Chem after, FINALLY I DID THE TUTORIAL BEFORE THE ACTUAL TUTORIAL! BEST :D :D But yea got most of it correct, since I had no answers to check against == Hopefully I don't screw up atomic structure ): SIGH WHAT IS A SUBSHELL. Okay actually I know I went to draw an atom the other day but STILL.
TWO HOUR BREAK! Spent the first hour with Jessie, and part of the second hour with Celine part of it with my class! I was reading lol and Jessie talked to me about Hunger Games and UGH SO INTENSE. CANNOT WAIT TO READ IT. ALSO FANGIRLED LIKE MAD ABOUT HANADAN!!! MY GOD. I was so fucking EXCITED I can't even, HANA YORI DANGO FOR LIFE. The second hour was spent with my book ♥ And also with my class, and Zachus asked me about SYFC and shared his extensive knowledge on planes I WAS. RATHER STUNNED. He said he's from Air and I was like "that means nothing" LOL. And also got called out for being a female plane geek, LIKE IT'S A PROBLEM, but whatever, I like my planes and I like myself (:
Math lecture after, INEQUALITIES. Sigh. I followed the tutor though, although I could've gone ahead. I hate mod ): But inequalities are manageable (:
Econs tutorial, went through deadweight loss again, apparently there's quite a few people who dgi so yea. Spent it... decorating my foolscap LOL. Spent DAMN a lot of time drafting the design! I wanted to write "love the mayhem more than the love", but after I wrote out "love the mayhem" it looked good and I couldn't fit in the "more than the love" part nicely, and it would be overkill, so I left it at that (: Will be inking it soon :D
PDUBZ. Okay unpacked questions and stuff, AND GOT ME WORRIED. I know so little about the world guys ;_; Sigh ):
PE, which was okayish la. PM PE's always slightly funner. But I can't run. Especially 'cos I'm sick I just end up in coughing fits in the middle of the run and it's all I can do to keep on my 2 feet. And guys I've found my optimum speed! I SOUND LIKE AN ENZYME. But yea I managed to run lightly on my feet and tbh it's a VERY FAST PACE but I don't get tired easily! I managed like half a round like that... before I started coughing. Well. So yea it wasn't even a stop HAHA so yea MAY STICK WITH THAT.
RA Enrich, MBTI and teams. Found out there were 4 INFJs in my class, so much for being a rarity! My class has a lot of Is that seem at first sight to be Es lol. Everyone's still stunned I'm an I. Ah well.
20.03.2012
Civics, show and tell again. QUITE AMUSING TODAY. Everyone was promoting their respective stuff LOL. But yeaa. Also Mr. Lim showed off his photos, SUPER NICE. Ahhh. ♥ Photography = amazing.
Econs lecture, we have Jessie's tutor as our lecturer now. HE KEEPS PICKING ON PEOPLE but 3O swears by him so yea. I FORGOT TO BRING MY LECTURE NOTES ;_; so yea I HAVE. FOOLSCAP HAHA BUT YEA. Ineffective la.
2h break, went to check on mushrooms (DEAD) and saw Jessie's class walk by! So yea ate (GUYS DON'T TRY THEIR KIMCHI RAMEN) and got milk tea (I AM ADDICTED TO IT) while I mugged! All this time Jin Kiat and Thuy were discouraging me and MAKING LAME JOKES. Oh gosh guys I LOVE NERD JOKES. Jessie Cheese tried to get me over, AND I TOTALLY WANTED TO but it was awkward to excuse myself from such a tiny group plus I WAS ACTUALLY TRYING TO MUG, GUYS. Jessie came over and tried to identify ions fail-ly (-points at NO3- "THIS IS NITROGEN" "No it's carbon dioxide the thing we breathe out" "!? DON'T LIE TO ME" "Trust us we're bio RA we know this shit") but it's okay dear we love you ♥ Or at least I do! Also surprising Jin Kiat with the amount I swear; Gloria's been my classmate for ages and Thuy knows LOL so ya.
Bio lecture, in which I demonstrated my photographic memory (ALMOST) and we did zome enzymes thing. I am TOTALLY SCREWED FOR BIO. HAHAHAHHA.
Chem lecture test! CAN I TALK ABOUT IT. Um okay basically I couldn't answer one part of a question but most of it was SOMEWHAT OKAY. I have smart classmates who got the same answers as me so hopefully it works out :D :D I just want to pass so idrc anymore. Also chem questions are mad tedious sigh. MY HAND WAS SHAKING THROUGHOUT and my handwriting is. Illegible sigh.
GP, in which we talked about Kony. Nothing much to say, except that people need research.
ON THE WAY TO SYFC I waited for the wrong train... THRICE. Damn stupid omg I got on the to Marina Bay side, then when the train came I realised it was in the wrong direction, I went up then down ONTO THE SAME PLATFORM WITHOUT REALISING. Like the other end of the same platform. Omg damn stupid. Then I waited, and realised again when the train was in the wrong direction, then I figured I was on the correct platform so I WENT BACK and sigh I just took to Braddell from there or I would screw up again == MY LIFE.
Sortie 14. Raman, Echo.
Okay before I talk about this. Before Raman debriefed the previous student (3rd wave tends to end late) he debriefed me and let me off, then I saw Brian outside Ops Room and I said hi, and he gave me this weak smile and was like, "last sortie". So obviously I just hung around outside and waited for him la and we talked. Turns out we basically have the same problems, and we're both, I don't know. Incredibly scared. And he kind of just said everything I want to say but don't have the guts to do so myself. Like "I want to get my PPL". Because I do. Like crazy. And if this doesn't work out... Then. It won't. It was a sullen gathering - Dominic was like, "why are you guys standing there so sullenly?" Because we were. Sigh. Sze Yin was trying to help us but he couldn't either, it's just. A feeling. That we don't have. I guess I'm not meant for this :/
I deproved in flying from 13 - 13 my flying was amazing, just the landings were screwed. But like, I couldn't even maintain height this round sigh. And I was screwing up my checks. I need to stop assuming that the instructor will always set everything right before they give me control ): And kept. Missing downwind sigh.
Okay I felt kinda cheated 'cos we did like 5 circuits, 3 were demos of like, glide circuit, flapless, and flying by standby, but it was a DCO. Um. There were inbounds la so no choice, and all. But this sortie my round-out was all too high. Usually I get half too high, half too low. But every next landing I could feel myself rounding out a little lower, but it doesn't work. I can't feel it, I can't see it, idek. I tried Sze Yin's thing about rounding out in stages, but. It still failed. I just. I can't do this, really. I only get the round-out height by luck. I'm just. Sigh.
So. Second last sortie, I guess. I didn't cry when he told me this time. I just laughed awkwardly and said I understood. But on the way back I was tearing like crazy la. I mean. If Brian can tell me he cried in front of Liew KP I'm not going to try and act all strong about this. All the way back, on the train and walking back and sitting at home quietly I was just. Trying not to start sobbing la. I'm just. Sigh. I'm not meant for this but I wish I were.
): Ah well.
I'm going to work this out.
Also hahahahhahahaha I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL ABOUT THINGS SOMETIMES. I am in a mildly pensive mood rn. And also in a warm mood from this gifset. But it's nice.
Sigh.
Perhaps I shall do RIP or something. I'm so. Tired.
May things work in my favour? I don't know. Sounds slightly egoistic to say this, but. I'm a bit strained by Things, again, and hopefully. Things work out.
Things I say a lot because of fandom:
HIS FACE, HIS FUCKING FAAACE
facts
Over: a song that brings me faith in their vocal abilities. Sho is in his perfect range here, Nino's voice is perfection, Jun's voice loses the nasalness, Aiba's voice is breathy and gorgeous, Ohno is amazing as always, their harmonsy is amazing.
People I love ♥
Lolol one of my favourite fics (favourite happy fics) makes me all insecure and all, AM I SURE ABOUT THIS OH FUCK ): ):
Hahahahahahahahhaha. ):
I JUST DELETED ALL MY ONLINE SEC 4 NOTES.
Well fuck. But not really. BUT FUCK.
Labels: real life: flights
-- we love this more than anyone else
Sunday, March 18, 2012
@Louy: Lit is a GEP thing darling! And of course we did ♥ Hey 1999 was 13 (thirteen!) years ago okay!
@Claire: IT'S OKAY I HAVE MORE CRAZY TO SHARE. :D :D
@pearl: ROMA ROMAMA GAGA OOH LALA - WANT YOUR BAD ROMANCE
Okay I got more super glue on my fingers in an attempt to fix my bro's toy, and I have like. Bad cuts on my fingers now. Okay not super bad but it's like, at the tip of my index and across my thumb and I can't use my mouse lol I'm using my middle finger to click instead. Like, it's just at the point you use to support stuff like chopsticks and pens la and it huuuurts. Aiya who ask me sigh. Hopefully it heals by tmr or byebye to my note-taking LOL.
I can't remember what time I slept I believe it was after 3am but MY PARENTS LOL. My father rudely enterred my room at 5am and I just. Sat bolt upright and almost screamed. I'm a bit. Um. Anxious. LOL. Then my mom came in at 8am to wake my brother up and I woke up again and was like fuck this shit I'm gonna stay up. So yea.
Idek what homework we have anymore. I've completed the bare minimum but I shall spend the rest of tonight continuing it (:
Pdubz tomorrow, kinda worried but kinda. Nonchalant? Idk. I'm scared because I can't come up with ideas. My job in this world isn't to create, it's to critique. OKAY if you want me to be honest I believe I'm 50% creator 50% critic, but. Just really bad at creating, okay.
(I wrote today tho. Like. For kicks. And erased it guiltily later because it was on the back of my lipids lecture notes. But. It was nice. The words pretty much just flowed, except a few bumps here and there. IMPROVEMENTS.)
I shall go update my to-do list and then I shall. Go work on striking more off the list :D And sleep by LATEST 2am tonight. Tomorrow morning. Whatever. Oh you know what I want to do? Watch ARASHI. Hurm. Life decisions need to be made tonight. I shall get Wild at Heart for now tho :D
SINCE I'M ON THEM. Okay okay I'M ONLY GOING TO TALK ABOUT ARASHI although I want to congratulate OGURI SHUN AND YAMADA YUU'S MARRIAGE, AHHH, I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS YOU GUYS ARE PERFECT TOGETHER CONGRATULATIONS!!!! I haven't been this pleased with a celebrity marriage since MatsuKen and Koyuki's ♥ They're really a flawless couple I WISH THEM HAPPINESS AND BABIES. Well babies if they want them. If not I JUST WISH THEM HAPPINESS AND 白头偕老♥♥
OH NOES ARASHI DROPPING FROM THE PEAK. Lol no. CONGRATULATIONS, ARASHI, ON THE AMAZING SINGLE SALES ♥ 550k! 3RD HIGHEST SO FAR, right behind Hatenai Sora and A・RA・SHI ♥ I'm so proud of them ide! JIMUSHO PLEASE LEARN THAT THIS IS DOING THINGS RIGHT. Also, getting the NATIONAL LANDMARK decorated JUST FOR YOU. Well, fuck. ♥
Anyway the stats used here are super doubtful (Comparing ranking when AKB's at their game? Seriously?) and it's just. Ridiculous to say that they are no longer top idols. NATIONAL IDOLS, PEOPLE. Idols with the power to reserve entire shopping malls, fill the Tokyo Dome, perform at Disneyland with fucking Mickey Mouse, invite famous artists who hate vareity shows onto their personal variety shows, and get aircraft with their faces painted on them. National idols. I don't just say it because I love them - I say it because Japan loves them, and sure that is a generalisation, but they are also fucking AMBASSADORS for the country, and the industry loves them at the very least.
Have I ever mentioned that my idols are national idols and I LOVE THEM? I believe I have. BUT NEVER ENOUGH.
Also omg whoever decided Arashi (ALL OF THEM) should lie in an overly small brightly coloured box for most of the PV is my hero. MY HERO, YOU HEAR.
Okay I'm voting for M5 and trying to write Japanese comments lol I've actually watched enough Japanese variety to feel comfortable with certain sentence structures. Most of them end with 'ねえ'. My life is flawfree.
OKAY IN MY HEART: Blue outfit, THAT COLOURFUL ONE (okay getting attached to it), grey, pink jacket, then green stripes. IDK WHY PEOPLE LIKE IT. Also someone found the mannequin with the exact same outfit lol I love my fandom.
OKAY in really bad Japanese I said Outfit 1 was average, 2 was simple and KAKKOII (there is no English term for this I use kakkoii as part of my daily language), 3 I said I didn't like the jacket (UNDERSTATEMENT if this were in English I'd say "GET RID OF THE PINK"), 4 is colourful and cute but the accessories are ridiculous, and I said 5 is from a mannequin, no?
OKAY SUBMITTED IT THEY MAY LAUGH AT MY RIDICULOUS JAPANESE NOW LOL. Also I think:
Outfit 1: Ohno, maybe Sho if he's on defense
Outfit 2: MIGHT BE OHNO AGAIN. Or Jun! Jun and his glasses.
Outfit 3: Possibly Jun or Sho. Very News Zero actually.
Outfit 4: Aiba or Nino. THIS IS DEFINITE. The shorts remind me of Nino, the colours of Aiba.
Outfit 5: MIGHT BE AIBA AGAIN. But could also be Jun!
SO YES.
ETA: Actually if anyone else is crazy and interested, here is the link to vote! GO MAKE A DIFFERENCE. Let them namedrop Singapore again and make me ridiculously excited! Ridiculous in Japanese is アホくさい. ANYWAY YES. In case you want to add a comment or something. If you want instructions to vote just ask me I'll help you fill in the form. BUT WHO WOULD WANT TO, SERIOUSLY.
OKAY I WILL NOW GO 'DO HOMEWORK' or rather sit in front of my laptop with foolscap strewn in between :D
WARNING: this blog section is kind of extremely sad and has to do with death and idols, and I'd recommend you not read it if you're as emotional as myself. Or just. Don't read it. There's a reason 'character death' is always a frequently avoided warning on fanfiction.
Um a junior (okay Vivian Yeong) just made an FB note about idols passing away and now I'm in A Mood and I don't want to do anything I'm tempted to comment on her note but it's Awkward.
As in the thing is I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT THIS TODAY, which is weird but when you think about it my idols are all well over the age of 30 - well at least 3/5 of them are, as of this year - and I have idols in their 40's which I'm just not as crazy about but whom I love anyway. And people like Momoe Yamaguchi, Matsuda Seiko, they all have a place in my heart.
You see it was because of the recent 凤飞飞 dedications. She's a legend, my heart stopped a little when I heard the news, but I don't share this deep connection with her that I do with my current idols. And I just. I remember I once read that Nino had some brain disease or cancer, and without even reading the (misleading and inaccurate) article, I just started crying. Once I misread that he died in a car accident. And I just sat there, stunned, and started to sob.
Obviously, obviously, I don't wish any death upon them. It's inevitable, but well they're Japanese after all, they live long lives. But it may still happen. And when it does, I don't know what will happen. The plaster holding me together will just fade off and I'll crumble to pieces.
Death is a scary thing. Losing someone close to you is a scary thing, whether idol or not. I just. I can't.
I'm just going to relax and breathe, okay. And breathe.
(Now I keep thinking "go follow up on fandom before you regret it" but no, not in this mood.)
OKAY OKAY LIFE GOES ON, my Arashi song blasts into my ears. ♥
Things I should think about:
1) RSI
2) Bio
3) Chem
4) Math
5) Other assorted school things
Things I'm choosing to think about:
ARASHI
Um um guys when I reincarnate can I please have Jun's finger-coordination? Not even his fingers. Just. Oh such grace. In concerts he does this inexplicable 5! 4! 3! 2! 1! thing that I managed to emulate for about 2 numbers before my fingers got tangled together. I'm just. So attracted.
And TENNEN. Oh what are you doing to my heart? Fabulous things. Ahhhh ♥
The non-Arashi fan sees Horikita Maki being cute and spreading her arms. The Arashi fan sees the implicit LOOOOVE. That's. Ohno and Nino btw. Nino's offscreen. BUT GAH. ♥♥
Also. Sometimes a fan tells a non-fan, "they saved my life" and the non-fan dismisses it. Sometimes the fans will dismiss it.
We truly underestimate the impact idols can (and do) have on our lives.
Fandom: Don't you think Outfit 3 looks like something Kurono Kei would wear?
Me: No of course not.
Me: No it doesn't.
Me: Well maybe sort of.
Me: Hmm.
Me: OMG WHAT IS KURONO KEI - oh it's just. Nino's face. On Outfit 3.
Me: Okay fine hello Kurono Kei.
Got pride?
I feel very lame now.
And worse I fucking hate you and I just. I can't find a reason not to which is. Bullshit.
Labels: fandom: arashi, fandom: meta
-- we love this more than anyone else
Friday, March 16, 2012
@Louy: Yee Wearnxin (13S030, she was from Math Soc) and Keith Yong!
@vich: POTATOOOO. And no but you are like LITERALLY TWO YEARS AHEAD OF ME.
Hehe okay it's like 0855 in the morning now, at 0945 I'll have to go shower and stuff then head off to SYFC. Sortie 13 - yet again, lol, I'm not even bothered about this anymore - and hopefully it's my best one yet. I mental flew just now, and everything is pretty smooth (REMEMBERING TO SWITCH FLAPS. I'm so proud of myself) and I forced myself to see the round-out attitude in my head, but I'm not so confident in that aspect (lolol aspect). Also changing my hold out from 2 seconds to 1 second, because I tend to panic immediately after I round out and that loses time. Hopefully this works out. Maybe I'll get my instructor to show me the round-out height once and say it's because I haven't flown in a while, can I please please see the attitude again for myself? And then I'll work it out. I have to try, even if it may not work out. I have to try.
ANYWAY 16.03.2012!
Haha okay so since RIP was cancelled and I had time blabla made arrangements with Jessie :D :D Went to her house to BAKE COOKIES HAHA. Reached her house a few minutes past 10, and for once her door was wide open and I kind of basically just walked in LOL. So we sat around for a while talking about books (THANKS FOR AWIT ♥) and then went to bake cookies!
COOKIES WERE HILARIOUS. We threw in TONS OF CHOCOLATE CHIPS and Jessie's mother was like "NOT ENOUGH, MORE, MORE" then we were like "OKAY!!" then we added more and then in the end THERE WAS MORE CHOCOLATE THAN THERE WAS COOKIE we were dying at the end LOL. And it was super fun and STUPID HAHA. Found out I was a mutant which was heat resistant; X-men Academy will call me soon people. Then we split the cookies up! Jessie and her "must make one extra bag for people like Louy and Celine they sure want eat a lot one" HAHAHA. So yea THAT WAS FUN :D
Went for lunch, or rather CARROT CAKE HAHA and bought stuff for people :D :D Made a RIDICULOUS CARD, filled with oddly branched flowers-that-are-not-flowers and extended metaphors of pure spasticness ♥ OH AND LOVE. Don't forget love!
'Did math' after that, aka 'sit with math in front of you and play Taylor Swift songs on the guitar' HAHA. Safe and Sound sounds super good! WITH PRACTISE YOU'LL GET IT JESSIE ♥ And then Jessie taught me how to play chords on the guitar, WHICH I STILL SORT OF REMEMBER. G, C, Em, D HAHA. Which enabled me to lousily play Fifteen HAHA and Mine, sort of, but I can't switch fingering fast enough. Also, "WHY ARE YOU ABLE TO PLAY G THAT'S THE HARDEST CHORD" HAHAHAHA. I have a secret talent for being only able to play hard things.
Watched The Matrix, UM, SUPER COOL. So right, that movie was made in 1999. 1999, where the best quality version of my idol's debut PV was 240p. AND WHERE HOLLYWOOD WAS MAKING CONSIDERABLE PROGRESS IN THEIR CGI. It was super impressive! I was super impressed! Especially the helicopter scene, where Neo saved Trinity. Fucking amazing. And the plot was good! I found it a tad predictable (I predicted everything and Jessie was like "nope not gonna happen" THEN IT HAPPENED. As if I was the one who watched it before LOL.) but maybe that's 'cos I'm always very quick when it comes to movies. But it was ah-may-zing. I won't talk too much about it because I find that The Matrix is just one of those classical things everyone knows, but oh gosh. Genuinely impressed! Totally gonna have to finish the trilogy know that I'm hanging off a cliff. It was somewhat confusing, but I know what it's about so that helped, and Jessie was there. But oh gosh oh gosh :D Jessie one day must watch Aliens and Terminator and Transformer (LOL DO YOU WANT TO THIS IS LESS OF A 'CLASSIC') and SOUND OF MUSIC LOL.
Watched the Speak Now concert after that, OH GOSH. Taylor Swift ♥ I am kind of IN LOVE WITH HER. She's a genuinely good performer who was ridiculous and FABULOUS, in her sparkly dresses and strangely-coloured guitars and all. Absolute love ♥ I would watch her live if she comes! OKAY IF IT'S NOT TOO EXPENSIVE LA BUT YEA.
Left Jessie's house and FORGOT TO BRING THE COOKIES, so went back up HAHA. I love you darling! ♥
IT WAS AN AWESOME DAY. Not academicall productive, but in my heart and soul it was the best ♥ :D
Going for karaoke at Cash Studio with Claire/Pearl after my flight today! Um was actually here to get lyrics on a thumbdrive but I realised that every song I wanted to sing, I knew most of the lyrics already and if not I could read the kanji fast enough because I knew the song well enough anyway :D ALSO IT IS STRANGE because we all have vastly different music tastes (me: Jpop and everything else under the sun, Claire: vocaloid, Pearl: Kpop and everything else under the sun too honestly) BUT WE WILL FIGURE THINGS OUT. Also we will sing a lot of SNSD IDC. And maybe 2NE1. THEY ARE MY MUST-SINGS WHEN I GO TO KARAOKE. Maybe I should get SNSD lyrics. BUT LOL IDRC. I will just sing ridiculously.
THEN SUNDAY will be my only day at home, and hopefully the day I manage to somehow finish all my homework. Okay maybe I'll fly. Who knows. This is why as much as I love flying life is hard LOL. But ya okay la even if I don't get most of the things I want done done, at least I'll finish the most important things and leave the rest to do while school is open. (:
OKAY I JUST SENT. The most awkward of e-mails. Ugh. I am hypersensitive about the way I write this is bad :/ :/ I'm still. Torn about WG but I've just e-mailed the guy so. Hopefully this all works out. If not, hopefully I'll work things out.
I shall leave now! AND DEFY GRAVITY. Or something. Pray for me if you see this before 1300! HAHA. But in any case. Hoping that even if I don't do amazingly, I don't disappoint.
FUCK OH MY GOD I remembered the Marine Bio sign up deadline as 19th, IT'S 16TH. DIE. DIEEEE. Arghhhhh I wanted this, shit shit. Why is my memory like thissss. ): Now I'm praying no one signed up so they extend the deadline ): ):
Sortie 13, 4th try and finally DCO-ed, but I. I don't know.
As in the thing is. My flights are generally okay, Raman agrees, but I just can't land. Even my take off roll was perfect today (flew Oscar, needed just the right amount of rudder. Half throttle and half rudder, full throttle full rudder) and I just. I was off timing a little for turn to downwind, but just. In general it was okay. Raman actually told me my R/T was good, which is. Surprising. To say the least. Idek if he's just comforting me anymore lol (still gave me a 4, and all). Also ATC was fucking with me lol I told them I was no.2 they were like "hold at holding point, no.3" um no bro I can see y'know?
Anyways my main problem is landing. Sigh. I stayed on centreline today, which is already an achievement for me. But anyway my first few round outs were terrible, then I did it once. Perfectly. I was so stunned. Even the control during sinking, I was completely stunned. After the wheels caught I just stared out at the horizon in shock, I wasn't even pleased with myself and I didn't feel accomplished, it was just shock. I don't even. I just. It was a miracle la, that one. The next one I just. Died again. The worst, in fact. Rounded out early, then didn't neutralise properly after round out, then it drifted and I panicked so I couldn't pull the throttle back in time. Ughhh.
You know it's not that I can't feel it? Idek. Like, the instant I do it, I'll know if it's right or not. I'll swear before something even happens. Right after I say "now" I say "too high/too low". But it's just that I can't get this feeling before I do it, so it's useless. It comes too late :/
Sigh. It was better than Sortie 12 but it was still bad. Raman was showing me on downwind how the sink will look, and I was like super scared 'cos flaps were on and the stall warning was blaring and I was just like, ugh. Also the stall warning comes on when I land sometimes and I just panic like mad sigh.
I guess it's just not meant to be? Raman keeps telling me I'll have to accept that I won't get into PPL or even do my solo at this stage, and he keeps asking me if I've given up. But I want to try. Trying doesn't even encapsulate it. I want to put in so much effort I can reach that line that separates those who try hard from those who have talent, and if possible I want to breach it. Idk. Maybe he wants me to stop trying, so he can focus on his other students. I can. See where he's coming from.
Idk. I'll work this out.
Met Claire and Pearl at Somerset later! Pearl was late so me and Claire had lunch. At. 7-11. LOL US ♥ Then went to Cash Studio and KARAOKED HAHA sang a lot of bullshit and SUPER TIRED. Also I love imitating Korean stars' adlibbing YOU WILL NOT STOP ME :D:D Super fun, I LOVE YOU GUYS LET US MEET AGAIN ♥♥
Okay now I WILL FINALLY DO WORK. I have lots to do, so. GO SELF! -cheerleader mode: on-
HnA won't let me vote ): Why do you want my address, it is meaninglesss. And why are comments a must! ):
Ahhhh I love them though I am kind of ridiculously attracted to the 4th outfit in spite of the unnecessary and pretty unattractive head accessories. BUT THAT JACKET. I would wear it! I was gonna vote for 2, 1 was plain AND REMINDED ME OF MOIRE LOLOL, the 3rd one was a bit too pink and what are those green pinstripes, no. 5?? 2 was plain and just sweet. BUT 4. LOL. Idek it's so fun and cute ahhh.
ALSO GUYS HOLY SHIT I was wondering what the Tokyo Tower thing was, TURNS OUT THEY LIT IT UP WITH ARASHI COLOURS TO CELEBRATE HANA ARASHI. Like wow I knew it was Arashi colours, BUT SERIOUSLY. THE FUCKING TOKYO TOWER GUYS.
Oh gosh I'm so proud. NATIONAL IDOLS. Get it, Arashi ♥
So I just told Louy that our idols are holding us together. The frame to the puzzles of our life, and all that. And it's scary how deeply I subscribe to that, because sometimes I really think that if I didn't have Arashi, didn't have Nino, there'd be a lot of things I won't be able to cope with, and even if I did I would cope with them in an unhealthy manner. In fact, my old coping methods pretty much slowed down and came to an end after I found... my place in fandom? I found fandom's place in me? I found fandom's place around me. Picking me up when I think I've crumbled beyond repair, if not applying glue themselves then holding me together until I manage to repair myself.
-uncomfortable confessions of a more-than-crazed fangirl-
FOCUS ON THE GOOD THINGS, even the Monday Good Things, which will be good things. Great things.
君を待ってた ♥
Celine: lol i gave up pretending to do work when it was really just sitting there blocking me and my comp
THE MOST ACCURATE OF STATEMENTS
Labels: real life: flights, reviews: movies
-- we love this more than anyone else
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
@Louy: I'M ALWAYS AMAZING :D I like long entries! It makes me feel complete.
@vich: THAT'S BECAUSE YOU NO READ MY BLOG MORE OFTEN LOL. I veh lousy at chem you sure you want study with me!
Wah fuck stop getting all aggressive with me just because I pointed out your mistakes! Ugh bitch can't wait for this to be over. ):
Okay it's like 0935. Guys I'm cultivating a very strict like, 2 to 7 sleep cycle? That's occasionally 12 to 7. Which is a bitch. I'm gonna ruin it today by watching Arashi PVs and lives at night. NOTHING WILL OVERCOME MY LOVE!
Also is it me or does Taylor write the best movie soundtracks. They're always perfect for the movies ahhhh ♥
Anyway went to school for like FIFTEEN MINUTES today for RIP. I got stopped on the way by the school cat, so I petted it, then the other school cat came, meowed at the first school cat, which ran away and hid near the door to the council room. Then school cat #2 started winding all around my legs and POINT-BLANK REFUSED TO LET ME GO. Like every step I took it would meow at me and wind itself around that leg LOL. And I was trying to stroke it, at first it backed away from me then after that it just. Kept winding itself around me LOL. Then Qinghao came over and watched me get stupidly stuck by the cat HAHA I was totally at a loss! Then Qinghao managed to attract the cat over and then we managed to kind of half-run away from it HAHA.
In any case, our project is STILL NOT BUDGING FROM SQUARE ONE. ): Sigh I hope this works out.
Okay gonna mental fly like a boss now, then I shall do more bio and then I SHALL LEAVE FOR MY FLIGHT. The weather looks drab and dull, as usual, so idk. But it hasn't rained (yet?) so hopefully it all works out! PRAY.
YAMADA TARO MONOGATARI: The over-exaggerated, ridiculous, and cracky drama adaptation of Sho and Nino's real life friendship.
IT IS, IS IT NOT. Oh god now it makes my heart ache.
(Okay ONLY IF you switched Nino's personality for Taro's cheery bubbly omg-life-is-great-hurray one BUT SHO IS PRACTICALLY FUCKING MIMURA.)
Just realised my blog still says 411'11. But I don't want to change it to 13S03P. Delusional? Maybe. But maybe I like it that way.
Sortie 13. Well, not good.
Okay so before the sortie I went into Ops and saw 3 coursemates! THE MOST PLEASANT OF SURPRISES (: Anyway found out Raman went for lunch lol and HE CAME BACK AT 1420 me and this PPL guy were panicking like shit and kept running around SYFC LOL. (His instructor was Cheeps who was lunching with Raman.)
Anyway when I taxied out it was raining! Which was quite cool. But it was only like, SUPER little rain when we were flying, which is unfortunate! I wanted to go higher in the rain 'cos Faqrul told me that the rain looks damn cool from above which is amazing haha. But anyway yes.
Haha okay we did 5 circuits. First 2 circuits I rounded out way too low, the first time Raman pulled it back for me, 2nd time I think I would've crashed if I hadn't pulled back hard enough. Then Raman made me follow him through, then after that the last 2 circuits I rounded out okayish he says, but I kept drifting, but he said that's 'cos I held off too long. Idek. I know my last landing was like, dying, but Raman managed to save it la. Sigh ): I almost need to go around every time I land it's just. Ughhhh lousy. Also can't keep on centreline sigh.
And my t/o was kinda bad too KEEP GOING OFF CENTRE LINE SIGH. But Raman doesn't say anything about the flight in general, so I suppose at least I have that ):
Sigh sigh he told me he'll just let me fly but probably no solo unless I show him that I improve by a lot. But the good part is it's just, things on the runway I screw up now. At least my flight in general isn't as bad? I have that bah but I kept rolling out late today especially the last few circuits -rubs face-
But anyway - DNCO, because of inbound and all, so that's the 4th incomplete flight for Sortie 13. Idek. I'm just. Fuckkkk. But I'm okay with it, more practise and all.
Also I flew Echo, again, and I quite like Echo haha. Idek.
Just. Let me get better, I pray. No ~feel~ for this and all, but at least I can try harder? Idk ):
Have faith, and fate will do the rest.
Also js I wrote 숨 on my thumb today for like, mental relaxation and stuff (I'm a funny person ignore me) and Raman was like, "what does that Chinese character mean?" UM. AWKWARD. Raman is observant as fuck lol everyday I appear with new injuries all over my arms (NOT MY FAULT I SWEAR blame mosquitoes they love me) and he asks me about them. Anyway I was like "UM, UMMM" and then "It's not Chinese actually" "It's Korean" and he was like, "Oh." HAHA. I WAS LIKE, WELL. AWKWARD MUCH.
DGNA: the better cover of Stand By Me by Asians. Lol Ninomiya AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU. I appreciate that you (presumably, you) translated it though. AND I LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY, so there's that.
Kept Niji on repeat after the flight and all. My ultimate comfort song ♥
Read a chapter of Ryuusei today, and gosh advantages of watching the drama first: knowing what's the name of the characters and not being confused when 静捺 suddenly becomes only 静 LOL. Shii-chan, and all. GUYS I FUCKING LOVE RYUUSEI I read it and I think of Toda's amazing face and Ryo's fucking face and NINO'S FUCKING AMAZING FACE and how perfectly everything matches! And in 1 chapter I've already experience their characters, how the 3 siblings rely on each other and even more so on Kouichi, and it just builds up over time and you feel. Also the way Kouichi cares almost too much for Shizuna, to a certain extent I thought he was in love with her (lol ide) but it's only to let her know that he loves her, biologically related or not (MY HEART WHEN THEY SAID THAT, MY HEART.
Okay basically right I know the entire plot of this so NOTHING SURPRISES ME ANYMORE, but yea.
Js the book, at the front had this long thing about how Higashino Keigo was underrated as an author, and like. Wth is his publisher thinking LOL I mean if someone who just got to know the author read that they'd be like, wtf!? Asshole much. But I know Higashino mostly because of all the drama adaptations and all (ALL THESE ADAPTATIONS AND YOU SAY NO ONE KNOWS HIS NAME BESIDES THE DEVOTION OF SUSPECT X) but. Yea. There are worse authors out there!
But anyway looking forward to the rest of the book :D
OKAY. I shall leave now. There are important things in my life to do LOL. Like. BIO. ):
DEAR MS WORD:
STOP AUTOCORRECTING MY 'REALISE' TO 'REALIZE', BRITISH ENGLISH BITCHES ): ):
Dear Econs lecturers, this is not how you word cloud.
Hello J1s we're going to teach you how to answer essays but only going to use J2 examples because we're sure you don't want to know an example of what the standard will be like for you!
Oh, joy.
I fold my pride up neatly and throw it to the sky
That imagery! Oh gosh. Idek. The whole song put together, alongside this. It's just pretty. Admittedly I'm not in love with the rest of the lyrics, but this line! This line. It makes more sense in context but AHHH. I'm talking too much about one line (although I've done worse) but ahhhhh ♥
HUI XIAN. Admittedly, not admittably. Grammar, darling.
Giggling because the video is buffering at the slide where we talk about how proteins have a buffering capacity.
Hold on, baby you're losing it
The water's high and you're jumping into it and
Letting go
And no one knows
I love this song omg. This is instantly going on my comfort songs list.
Hui Xian's comfort songs: a list of songs that make her cry uncontrollably and then subsequently make her feel better, generally because they are beautiful and also incredibly touching and adjust the lighting on her world in inexplicable ways.
Js I love how the opening line to this post fits exactly within the 800px space of my blog ♥
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH, AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH, AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Okay okay idek! MY FANGIRL SENSES ARE TINGLING, and I'm crying and my nose hurts AND I AM TRYING NOT TO CRY BECAUSE MY BROTHER IS NEXT TO ME and ughh, ughh, ARASHI WHY ARE YOU PERFECT.
It's not even anything it's just a quote, I'm gonna be such a wreck when I watch their concerts and Aiba starts crying, and Nino picks up his mike and says Aiba's an idiot, he's crying, I'm sure you know, but let it be known that he's crying for all of us, because we're this touched and this thankful and we need you to know that.
UGH. PERFECTION INCARNATE INTO 5 MEN, OKAY.
Just just just read this. AHHHHHH. My heart and all the things you do to it Sho, and for a moment I'd just. Abandoned you guys for a life of work and WHY DID I MAKE SUCH A CHOICE. Okay okay found the original source, and that was in '07 guys ;_; After 8 years. 8 years of trying to make their way up and never really succeeding, 8 years of seeing sales drop, not getting no.1s, sales dipping below at 100k mark. 8 years of being together.
UGH JUST. We are fated to be together. MY HEART, SAKURAI SHO, WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH IT.
13 years, people. I WILL NEVER GET TIRED OF SAYING THIS.
Also relevant: OHNO WEARS GLASSES IN HIS NEW DRAMA! Which stars Toda Erika, GUYS, I'M SO EXCITED EVEN IF I'LL NEVER WATCH IT.
Oh Arashi stop doing crazy things to my heart ♥♥♥ MY BIGGEST LOVES.
Fangirl things: Nino repeatedly rubbing his face and hiding it. How are you a national idol ♥
Labels: fandom: arashi, real life: flights
-- we love this more than anyone else
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Wednesday. Supposed to have class outing but it's raining, rn, at 0707. And tbh even if there's no class outing I have RIP. I'm supposed to be at YCK in an hour, then at Mycofarm an hour after, and I suppose I'm staying there, possibly until 12 if things go badly, perhaps until 3 or later if things go well. Then I suppose I'll come home and do homework, and today I'm going to finish all my chemistry stuff, idgaf I'm going to actually pass the stupid lecture test if my life depends on it.
Also my cough is not getting betterrr. In retrospect this isn't something I'm genuinely concerned over but. It's annoying.
I will blog in more detail later today (in this same section I suppose, it's not a yesterday post it's 7am LOL) and yea.
OKAY OKAY packing up to leave LONG DAY AHEAD, AS USUAL. Fucking RIP.
13.02.2012
Okay went to do RIP, and had to call Mycofarm again and re-schedule a lot of stuff and stuff lol. We're damn scared for our project, I think :/ Okay we are la idek what's happening rn I'm just. Worn by it, I suppose. Sigh ): I spent super fucking long doing nothing in the lab because they took super long to pass us the diesel back and I waited from like 12 to 2+? Yea.
After that rushed off, got home changed and left for SYFC. I wasn't gonna eat lunch but I had a bit of time so I went to get food on the way, thank god I WAS SO HUNGRY. Anyway on the van to SYFC it started raining == Sigh I actually did a lot of mental flying like, on the way there and while eating and stuff and I felt more prepared than I had in days, so. Kinda pissed. But oh well? Idek. I have a bad feeling about this sortie. Anyway the flight's now tomorrow, 3rd wave, and idk who I'm flying with but probably Raman, if the recent trend is going to continue. Ahhhh. I'm scared ): Fuck.
Then came home, changed and grabbed stuff then rushed off met Chew! Ate at THE POTATO DEPOT (Jessie we must eat there someday it is like a baked potato haven) and passed her stuff and talked! CHEW I WILL MISS YOU WHEN YOU LEAVE ♥ 我爱你! And yea HAHA reached home after that at like 2200/2300ish HAHA showered and CRASHED. Sleepyyyy.
14.03.2012
Woke up, went to a mushroom farm and spent SO MUCH MONEY ON A TAXI. Like, what the fuck how could taxis cost that much! ANYWAY yea we were supposed to conduct experiment there, but then they told us we should do it in school so we went back. Mr. Ngan's supser scared for us LOL but got mushrooms that can grow at room temp, HOPEFULLY THIS BATCH WORKS.
Then after that came back did chem! Omg I AM FINALLY DONE WITH THE TUTORIAL and I redid the test! Guys I suck at chem like seriously chem makes me feel even stupider than I already do ): Sigh I CAN'T BALANCE REDOX REACTIONS like that don't need pass lecture test le lol. Ah well ):
EXCITED FOR TOMORROW, since it's my first ALMOST free day! I'm just gonna go into the OpenLab for like 5min LOL then come back and I shall do more homework then go fly. In retrospect I'm not really free at all BUT AH WELL. And Friday will be spent with Jessie! BAKING, MATH, MATRIX, AND GUITAR. :D :D
Also my god I can't believe you can you not like try to control my life? We are really different people, I'm afraid that I can't live my life the way you want me to, and there is no reason you should try to impose upon me your idea of happiness and living, because we are worlds apart. And that's also why we're drifting, if that's not how you see it - because we were always apart, and now with your patronising attitude and your stupid idea that forcing your ideals onto me would make me a better person (ONLY IN YOUR BOOKS), the ditch between us is being driven further deeper. I'm sorry, we almost had a chance but we lost it.
Also guys, Enchanted's So Close omg I started crying when Robert started singing because in That's How You Know Robert says "I don't dance, and I really don't sing" AHHHHH ;_;
So close to reaching that famous happy end; almost believing that this was not pretend
I shall do bio now :D
-- we love this more than anyone else
Monday, March 12, 2012
@Claire: LOLOL I APPLAUD YOUR TYPOING ABILITIES. Did KCS have a mushroom garden too! MAYBE ALL THE CHICKEN IS JUST MUSHROOMS IN DISGUISE.
@Louy: Louy I just had the horrific realisation that this is the first time you have witnessed my liveblogging skills. You are missing out on the Hui Xian's Blog Reading Experience. And you haven't even seen me liveblog albums! That was only a 1h45min episode. I HAVE LIVEBLOGGED FOR 4 HOURS STRAIGHT BEFORE. Please may I direct you to my archives you will find waaay longer posts there.
I heard Angel with a Shotgun on the radio today, oh god I'm so in love I can't. Just saying, angels are one of my favourite ever things (especially guardian angels!) and I love just, so many lines. "They say before you start a war, you better know what you're fighting for" "I'm an angel with a shotgun, fightin' 'till the war's won, and I don't care if heaven won't take me back" "I want to live not just survive" ughhh ♥ ♥ Taking advantage of my feelings for angels and UNADULTERATED LOVE. Omg it is also gorgeous acoustic. Ughhhh this song ♥
Also okay shit I was watching this guy on Youtube (Noah Yap) and he's a Singaporean Youtube comedian, he's okay funny and everything, but I HATED THE SINGLISH like it was too much and then this happened WELL THAT IS A STRANGE CONTRAST TO HIS USUAL VOICE but omg. That is one soothing voice. I am a little ;adkjf;lakjla;dsfjk rn.
RIP today, went to buy petrol at a petrol station and was AWKWARD TTM the cashiers were totally all laughing at me. Also, writing that I was purchasing diesel for a school project. Oh my life.
Anyway OUR MUSHROOMS DIDN'T GROW, so after we cut up the other half-log we had we made Backup Plans and Backup Plans for Backup Plans and generally a lot of panicking la.
Came back, lepak + finished reading the GP info pack, then went to see my grandma. She looks somewhat healthier but super tired. Anyway all's well and she's gonna get discharged tmr (: Lol was kinda disappointed with the hospital's service tho seriously my grandma can't speak a word of English can you give her Chinese-speaking nurses? And there was this Malay woman opposite my grandma and she was obviously having trouble moving her table, and no one offered to help her! Okay I was going to but I didn't know if it was weird then I was just awkwardly battling myself.
SO YEA. A day in my life! Also I am consistently updating my homework list lol I hope strikeouts keep me motivated. Maybe I should put it as a Stickies so it's easier for me but I LIKE BLOGGING. Blogging always motivates me (:
AGENDA FOR TODAY is finish Econs lecture vids, then mug flight, work a little on my currently empty RIP lit review. And by that time if it's not 2am (HIGHLY UNLIKELY) watch an episode of VSA, perferably the one with Kuu :D :D THAT IS MY REWARD, OKAY. It motivates me.
ONWARD, HUI XIAN.
Telepathy.
Not telepathy-telepathy, but a parallel of thoughts, an inherent understanding of the other, a wavelength not meant to accomodate two people but which does anyway, because they are too close, too similar, to be torn even the smallest fraction of a centimetre apart. Knowing, not because you were told (and lies can be told) but because you just do.
Things that would be wonderful: if you could transfigurate into a BOOK.
Good questions: do I love the mayhem more than the love?
ETA: so this was the last part of my blog and right after that my blog outro says "we love this more than anyone else" HAHA.
I love Taylor Swift -UNABASHED-
-- we love this more than anyone else
Sunday, March 11, 2012
@Jessie: THANKS, EVEN THOUGH IT DID NOT HAPPEN ♥ This Tuesday, though! SARANGHAEYOOOOO.
@Louy: It was supposed to be! Postponed to Tuesday. AND I WILL RECOVER. We need to meet up more ;_; And omg you have uncovered our secret O: O: HAHA ♥ Me and Jessie are apparently Practically-Sisters or sth BUT. WE ARE COOL :D
I'm not even that upset LOL it's just that, I've had that on my mind for a while so it needs to open for my blog today (: I AM JUST. STRANGE TODAY.
Woke up at 0700 today, went to read my GP info pack! Some of the articles were really good, some were just presenting facts, but I think as I analyse more and more of these articles I'm getting better at seeing the pros and cons of an argument! Like, it's generally easy to see that a holistic argument is better than a one-sided one, and all. Some essays were just, REALLY BAD. There was one discriminating against sex workers for no apparent reason and I instantly hated the writer, then she went on to be a complete bitch and rebutted her own point without knowing it. And there was an essay in which the author made a point, DISMISSED HIS OWN POINT, CONTRADICTED HIMSELF, and destroyed his own concluding statement with a comment to the contrary. I FELT LIKE I WAS BEING THROWN IN CIRCLES BY THE ARGUMENT. Like, WHAT ARGUMENT FLOW, SERIOUSLY.
Some were super nice to read though, and made a lot of sense, and reading them with a ~critical eye~ makes me see like, subtle, implicit points as well! And yea (: I felt a bit smarter after reading them LOL. But yea :D ALSO THE ONE ON FACEBOOK. Oh man. Oh man. Money, companies with aspirations, and THE INTERNET. LIKE, MY FAVOURITE THINGS. If I could code I'd work for Facebook. ALSO GUYS MARK IS VEGETARIAN! Haha I was just, teeming with business-like curiousity and wonderment as I read it. I fucking love Facebook as a company, although it's not a system I'd subscribe to usually.
OKAY OKAY. I AM. A NERD. OKAY.
Flight, went to SYFC and basically SAT AROUND. Haha okay basically this is what happened. When I got there, it was VMC, although the skies were drab as hell and I knew we weren't going to fly, I'd known since I woke up at 0700 and the sky wasn't the alarmingly bright it usually was, and I was just waiting in the Ops Room. So I reached at 1335 - disgustingly early, I know - and just hoboed, and at around 1400 they received a call to say it was IMC LOL. So it was until 1430, then in the meantime I met a few other people, including Joshua who sort-of-quit haha idek. And then at 1430 Cat 1, so yea left SYFC! ANYWAY I WAS SUPPOSED TO FLY OSCAR, RAMAN. But yea.
Okay just saying the weather SUCKED like when I left, I was sitting at a bus stop but BEING PELTED BY RAIN LIKE, AWKWARD TTM. And the winds were terrible, it was 10-13kts with gusting up to 25kts. 25kts, people, is 45km/h. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. Imagine a car coming at you. Imagine that car is invisible and kind of, not solid. OKAY I AM LOSING MY POINT BUT LIKE, SERIOUSLY??? Okay yea so I was kinda glad I didn't fly because I would have died with winds like that.
Also I'm flying Tuesday AND I NEGLECTED TO CHECK WHO MY INSTRUCTOR ISSSS. Stupid ):
Came back, it was only like 15XX? Anyway, FINISHED FARENHEIT 451, FINALLY HAHA.
Okay feelings on Farenheit 451! See, Farenheit 451 is usually described as a dystopian society based off censorship, but I didn't feel that so strongly. 1984 is about dystopians and censorship. Farenheit 451 was about the diminishing role of the written word, the increasingly fast pace of society, the mutual alienation of ourselvs to everyone else, and eventually the loss of a self.
So, in 451, books aren't burnt because they spread bad ideas, but are burnt because they are no longer wanted. A big jump, but the loss of books wasn't a result of the govt, but of the society's nature itself. Over time, people lose interest in the book, and eventually it's just easier to rid them, to replace them with things that don't require much thinking. It'll take a person maybe 5 to 10 hours to finish a book, and if a book is good, hours or even days digesting it, the way I spent 2 weeks on 1984 because it was too much to take in one shot. A movie takes 1, 2 hours at max, and how long could you dwell on it? Okay, if it's a horror, PERHAPS VERY LONG, but honestly? So the basis of society in 451 is: faster, faster, faster. Desensitise yourself to everyone around you, surround yourself with media, drown society out with music, with the news, drown your family out with your 'family', who needs and who wants to think, go go go do stupid things make stupid things be stupid.
Essentially.
The concept is somewhat terrifying, and the Book People - people who memorise books verbatim, who eventually become actual books - are definitely someone I identify with. Society - WITHOUT BOOKS! Just. What the fuck. Maybe it's a lot to happen because of the banning of books, but not really, not if every other form of media is made just to make you think shallowly. And - and it is, somewhat.
Conceptwise it is beautiful, plotwise, it is beautiful for the way Ray Bradbury writes. You should read his interview. He forms soulbonds and he lets them write it out, and it's amazing. It all adds up, the plot, but I never end up emotionally invested in anyone, except maybe Clarisse, who left too early, too abruptly, but I suppose that's where the impact lies. The war, though. I don't know. A little strange?
Writing, OH GOD GUYS. Can I just. Bradbury writes amazingly, and it borders on purple prose, really, sometimes too much about too little, but sometimes. Just. If I wanted to quote from him - and I do so very much - I would have to copy out the entire book. Let me just steal something:
We need not to be let alone. We need to be really bothered once in a while. How long is it since you were really bothered? About something important, about something real?- Ray Bradbury [Farenheit 451]
Guy said this to Mildred. And it's just. -breathes-
It's kind of. Amazing, how much impact and power the written word can have, and it astounds me - in this book, outside of this book. It's gorgeous.
It's just! Books, and all.
Also I AM IN LOVE WITH THE CHOSEN PERSPECTIVE. Guy, the fireman-turned-book-reader. Just. Ugh. Fucking amazing. You see his perspective - you see how burning ignites something within him, but also burns away something else. You see how he's rendered helpless by the images he's presented. You see fire through his eyes - fire as destruction, as solace, as signal. You see books, see how they make and break him, how there is this moment, that click, and suddenly he's in between, he doesn't know where to go, and suddenly he's through. It's crazy, and he's crazy, he lacks direction, he doesn't know what to do with all this energy in him, he's going to do something stupid as energised, angered people are wont to do - and he does, does so repeatedly, he sees the repercussions of his actions but only too late. Just. dkj;lkfjad;lkajd;lak. Perfect.
Totally can see why this is a classic. And to think this was all written on a rented typewriter! IN A RUSH! Just. Ugh. Amazingggg.
ANYWAY went to the library, although I hadn't finished Wyrd Sisters NOR Suicide Collectors. Also guys, things I need to deal with: NOT SCREAMING IN THE LIBRARY.
I found 流星之绊. I HAD TO TRY SO HARD TO SUPPRESS THE SCREAM OKAY. AHHH. I am so pleased :D I am going to finish it! So that shall be book 2 for the week haha I'm gonna take ages to finish it, Chinese and all. BUT. EXCITED :D I also borrowed The Crimson Labyrinth, Metamorphosis and Other Works (omg SO EXCITED I've read so much about Metamorphosis), and AN ABUNDANCE OF KATHERINES. Which seems really kind of out in all this. HAHA. But yea! SUPER EXCITED ANYWAY I sincerely hope I'll get to finish all these books!
I can never find the Hunger Games. Btw, PLEASE SOMEONE FIRE SUZANNE COLLINS'S PUBLICITY AGENT. Putting a Smeyer recommendation on the back of her book! WHAT POSITIVE EFFECT WAS THAT SUPPOSED TO HAVE. Also, tbh Lauren Oliver's Before I Fall sounds like a much more fascinating book than Delirium, and I say this while I love dystopians! Maybe it's because some dystopians have a recycled concept, and the Uglies series and Delirium have a lot of points in common and I AM OBSESSED WITH UGLIES. But Before I Fall! Just. I've never seen Death played out like this before, and it is alarming, and just the blurb alone confused me and wrecked me. I am totally going to read that soon.
ANYWAY. That was my day :D RATHER LONG, A LOT OF READING, AND A LOT OF HOBOING. And I am happy now! I shall do chem, then watch HNA and VSA (:D) and then waste a lot of time on RIP. SOUNDS LIKE A PLAN.
OMG 161MB OF FREE SPACE BECAUSE I SOMEHOW MANAGED TO UNINSTALL RANDOM SHIZZ FROM MY LAPTOP YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.
YAYAYAYAYAY. I CAN DL STUFF NOW THANK GOD ;_;
ETA: My C:/ drive eats memory like an ant tears apart mortal enemies less than 2min later I was reduced to FIFTEEN MB OF SPACE this is my serious face laptop STOP IT.
FREQUENT PROBLEMS: TO LIVEBLOG, OR NOT TO LIVEBLOG. I think not though, HnA is always me FLAILING and I really can't think enough to liveblog lol.
Watching a 2h special! M5 special, of course. EXCITE.
OMG I LOVE THE NEW OPENING! Like even though HnA is... TBS? TBS? They show ALL THEIR RECENT DRAMAS IN THE OPENING. And like! JUST. SO ADORABLE. Also Aiba has no recent drama and they show TSD oh Aiba ♥ I LOVE YOU.
Also I speak a lot of random Japanese when I'm flabbergasted and watching Japanese variety shows. I just kept going "嘘, 嘘!?" when they talked about reserving two shopping malls this time. Just. Arashi's gotta be bringing some cash and PUBLICITY, if not shopping malls wouldn't let themselves be reserved like this. Just. Amaaaazing.
AND THERE ARE SO MANY FANS JUST. STANDING AROUND WATCHING. Ughhhh ♥ AT 0630!!! I FUCKING LOVE FANS.
Also! The fact that they haven't been together as 5 in HALF A YEAR, since Tohoku! I forgot to mention: the day I posted this was the Tohoku anniversary, and I guess this stays with me because in part I've sold my soul to Japan and things that happen to the country somewhat have an impact on me, and I remember worrying a lot and panicking about Tohoku, so yea. In any case: I AM HAPPY FOR THEM, and I love them ♥
And who is that guy who is not from Othello. I AM SO CONFUSED.
Omg I am like ALMOST LIVEBLOGGING I'M JUST. PAUSING IT TO BLOG LOL. But they're still talking so I have time. FIVE MAJOR CITIES!? EMBARRASSMENT REDEFINED, BROS. And Sho always saying he'll date in Yokohama! I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T REALISE. I'm so behind fandom lol. I LOVE THEM THO.
Ohno's face is glorious this episode. So young! HOW ARE YOU. 31.
OH GOD AIBA. I LOVE YOU. I'm laughing so hard I'M CHOKING HAHAHA I CAN'T. HAVING A COUGH AND LAUGHING ISN'T A GOOD THING I FEEL WOOZY NOW. BUT I LOVE AIBA. GO AIBA! AIBA FOR PRESIDENT!!! OF MY HEART. OH GOD. VIDEO GAME REFERENCES, AND SUDDENLY TELLING PEOPLE TO SIT DOWN. AIBA MASAKI, JUST. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
LOLOL SHO JUST INSULTED EVERYONE. 12k PEOPLE, WAS IT NOT. HAHAHA BUUUUURN.
THEY ARE SO SCHEMEY I LOVE THEM. AHHHHHH ♥ Also they really know each other's fashion sense best. 13 YEARS, PEOPLE. 13!!!!
ALSO WHY ARE THEY SO FAR FROM THE MALL????
OKAY I'M OPENING NOTEPAD THIS IS INEFFICIENT.
OKAY I FEEL AT EASE. Ish.
I AM SO AMAZED THE MALLS ARE SO FUCKING HUUUUGE. Also NINO HOW MANY SHOPPING BAGS. HAHAHAHHA.
Oh god AIBA IS FUCKING SUNSHINE. ♥ I'm so excited this one I don't remember the outfits at all. AND NINO'S FUCKING FACE. NINO'S FUCKING FAAAACE. Also his dark gums lol. HAHAHAHHAHA HIS FUCKING FAAAACE. OH NINO. OH JUN. OH KAZE TRIO. "LET'S DISQUALIFY" NINO: FUCK. HAHAHAHHAHAHHA.
LOL SHO. "COMPUTER SCREENS". I love Sho ♥ HAHAHHA IN HIS HOLY GROUND YOKOHAMA. HOWABOUTNO, SAKURAI ♥ I wonder if he does come here often though. OH TADAEMA. I LOVE HIM. HAHA "IT SMELLS FASHIONABLE" HAHAHAHAHHA OH SHO. He's kinda! Competitive! Like this isn't a good gauge but I feel a bit of it. But he's right about the on-screen thing! Omg Sho if you'd gone ahead with business you would be GOLD. HAHA INTERNET DECEPTION OUTFIT HAHAHAHHA. But his previous outfit WAS eyecatching. HAHAHAHHAHAH SHO'S GASP OF REVELATION. Necktie!? OM IT'S A SHOELACE NECKTIE SO CUTE. But I didn't see how eyecatching it is. Also it's a print I FEEL DECEIVED. THE FORMAL CLOTHES OF CASUAL CLOTHES IS RIGHT HAHAHA. HAHAHHA SHO. And the salesperson, so polite! AHHHH.
Omg lol why is he looking at like children's clothes HAHA. HAHA THAT'S. SUCH A WEIRD QUESTION, DECEIVING CLOTHES. HAHAHAHHA SHO'S LOGIC. IS SO WEAK. Omg omg HE'S BUYING CLOTHES FROM H&M. HAHA I'M NOT CROSSING MY ARMS BUT I AM. EVERYONE CAN TELL SHO. I FUCKING LOVE SHO HAHAHHA. I'M GONNA START CRYING SOON.
BEAMS, again! OMG THE SALES ASSISTANT IS KINDA CUTE. Eeeeek. OMG OMG OMG IS IT. HIS. FAKE JEANS AGAIN. OMG. OMG. SAKURAI SHO. AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN HAHAHHAHA. But they're really well done! HAHA SHIT. THE MORE I LOOK THE FAKER THEY LOOK. But it's super well done! I AM SUPER PICKY ABOUT MY JEANS, SO LIKE, I'M SUPER IMPRESSED.
HAHAHAHHA THE STAFF'S QUESTION. JUST YOUR COMFORT, RIGHT SHO? HAHAH HE JUST WANTED TO DECEIVE PEOPLE. HAHAHAHA FUCKING SHO HAHAHAHA. HAHAHHA OMG HAVING THE FAKE AND REAL COORDINATES NEXT TO EACH OTHER. The staff is wonderful.
JIAYOU, SHO-KUN. My head screws up when I watch variety shows. Omg that. Was a fucking hot outfit, with the slight formality. HAHAHHA IF I MAY THINK SO MYSELF. Sho, the picture of PERFECTION. JIAYOU SHO.
IS HE GONNA CHEAT. He's back at H&M! Omg BACK TO DEFENSIVE SHO LOL. Oh Sho. I LOVE YOU. HAHAHAH THE AUDIENCE REACTION. Omg he looks so genuine I'm kind of scared. ALTHOUGH. IT IS FUNNY. FAITH, SHO, I HAVE IT!!!!!!
HAHAHA OMG OMG I JUST SCREAMED IN LAUGHTER.
"Do you have anything that's very me?"
"Huh? Double parka?"
"HUH YOU KNOW ME VERY WELL EH."
I FUCKING LOVE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE, PLEASE GIVE THE MAN WHO SAID THAT A PRIZE. ALL THE PRIZES!! EVEN SHO HAD TO LAUGH LOL OH SHO.
Sho does have a relatively safe sense of fashion tho, but I LIKE IT. It's very clean, very hm! Sho-like. AWW PINNING HIS DREAMS ON THIS. I love Sho.
OKAY OKAY HIS OUTFIT!!! WOW. That's not very safe! It's a nice balance, between offensive and defensive HAHA. I... it's. Misbalanced, really. HAHA BACK TO MAMORU THEME. But seriously! As in colours- and patterns-wise I. It's unbalanced. BUT TRUE SELF SHO ;_; OH SHO. I'M PROUD. Okay he was working on the internet thing still, so. Ohhhh I like the shoes. HAHAHA KAIBUTSU-KUN'S SHOES. OHNO IMITATION, AGAIN. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.
OHNO'S. HAHA Matsushima's telling Sho to remove the jacket!
OH FUCK WHAT DOES. Ohno has a hat! Omg his eyes. I LOVE OHNO. A NEW OHNO.
I love the HnA soundtrack it's so snazzy! OMG OHNO'S FACE. OMG HE'S SO CUUUUTE. His tan and golden-brown hair balance super well! LOL WHY DOES HE PICK FROM SHOES UP. HAHAHHA HE JUST. POINTED OUT THE KAIBUTSU-KUN SHOES. HOLY FUCK 60000YEN SHOES!?!? THAT'S. 800 FUCKING BUCKS. AND 80000YEN SHOES TOO!? 1200 BUCKS EVEN OHNO WAS STUNNED AND HE'S AN IDOL!!! HE'S USED TO WEARING EXPENSIVE CRAP. MOTHER OF EXPENSIVENESS.
THE MOST EXPENSIVVE ONES... ew crocodile skin shoes. 140000 YEN!?!? HAHA OHNO'S REACTION. Omg that's. LIKE. 2000 BUCKS!!! IS HE GOING TO BUY IT. Ewww crocodile skin ): ALSO 2000 DOLLAR SHOES. And they help him put it on omg SERVICE. I AM SO STUNNED. I'm turned off just by the price. HAHAHA OHNO "It's 140k for 2 shoes, right?" OH OHNO I LOVE YOU. Omg this is the ONLY WAY you could get shoes like that. BY HAVING YOUR TV SHOW PRODUCERS BUY IT.
HAHA HIS PLAN IS TO BUY THE MOST EXPENSIVE THING? EXPENSIVENESS = STYLE HAHA.
Holy shit I'm just disgusted with the price if my boyf ever turned up in that expensive-as-fuck outfit I'D CRY. 110K YEN HATS!?!?!? 1.5K SGD. It's just. A typical hat. LOL AIBA JUST APPEARING. So typical of Ohno to not notice him. HAHA AIBA'S STUNNED TOO. Omg it's just a normal hat! HAHA HE'S JUST BASING IT OFF PRICE. But I agree the black hat looks better. HAHA HIGASHIYAMA-SENPAI I love them. Omg I'm going to cry,
HAHAHA "HIS PROGRESS WILL BE HAMPERED BY THIS MAN!" NINOMIYA KAZUNARI SHOWS UP "PEHCE! PEHCE!" and WHY IS HE SO BANG CONSCIOUS. HAHAHAHA NINO. FUCKING NINO. Nino your bangs are a GORGEOUS LENGTH. HAHA "IT'S THIS SHOP ISN'T IT." HAHAHAHHA I FUCKING LOVE NINO. HAHAHA NINO. I LOVE NINO. "I'LL JUST ASK THE ASSISTANT WHAT YOU BOUGHT - " "NO! NO! THAT YOU CAN'T!"
Omg why are Japanese shop assistants never in uniform or anything is it 'cos it's before opening time? The jacket's ONLY 42k!? Compared to his SHOES. TURN IT DOWN. HAHA okay no la still quite ex - 600SGD - but it looks nicer than the shoes!
Okay js 'cos of Ohno's thing I just checked the exchange rate, THE YEN IS DOWN. I shall buy albums LOL.
OH OHNO. How expensive can pants GET. Gosh. OMG he's in Tommy Hilfiger. 12.6k ONLY?? I'm stunned. HAHAHAHHA IT'S NOT POSSIBLE. Okay thank god pants have my faith now they're less than 30k yen!
HAHA TAKING A BREAK. Tbh he should bring Nino around, the more Nino seems repulsed by the store the more it would cost (Y) LOLOL ASKING FOR THE MOST EXPENSIVE DISH FUCK I LAUGHED AND SLAPPED MY THIGH IT'S FUCKING PAIN. TOO IN THE GAME. Holy shit the curry looks good. UMAI, OHNO??? HAHAHA MECCHA UMAI. SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE ♥
Omg I THINK THIS STORE IS IT. 48k yen pants. I KNEW IT. HAHA THIS IS IT, HUH? 750SGD! I JUST. UGH. Omg his outfit is like, 5k?? WHAT. WHAT. THAT IS LIKE, THE AVWERAGE PERSON'S ONE MONTH SALARAY? ACTUALLY 2 MONTH IN SINGAPORE, BUT LIKE. WOOOW.
Okay you know what I think he's gonna really look good, esp on a mannequin, BUT SO. EXPENSIVE. On a first date, that's fucking intimidating. OH SHIT that red shirt, oh shit, that's. CHARMING. OMG THE HAT MAKES A DIFFERENCE. Shit omg OMG. CAN YOU. DANCE WEARING THAT. He looks GOOD. Omg the price. But omg SO ATTRACTIVE. Although you could get it for much cheaper, seriously. 383.8k yen!?!?!? HHAHA NINO'S FACE. And it's like 6000 bucks oh god.
AIBA MASAKIIII. Oh they let them take off the jackets 'cos it's hot. And guess what else is hot? Ohno's forearms. AND LOL JUN "YOU'RE GOING TO WIN 1ST PLACE, NO DOUBT". JUn'S APPROVAL, TREASURE IT!!
AIBA TRYING TO BE ORGANISED. "otherwise all I lose is time!" Oh Aiba. AIBA ALWAYS LOOKS AMAAAAZING THOUGH. If people only knew how it looked ON THE MAN HIMSELF. HAHAHAHA "I WAS TOLD BY THAT DUDE, NINOMIYA" HAHAHAHA AIBA. AIBA. The competitive part of him is appearing! OMG BOOKWORMS. INTELLECTUAL. Oh shit. SHIT. I'M. ATTRACTED TO THE IDEA HAHA. Okay oh gosh AIBA GO FOR IT. WE DON'T PIN YOU AS A FOOL AIBA. HAHAHAHA "I WAS ADDRESSING A SELECT FEW, DON'T SAY EVERYONE" AIBA. AIBA. YOU ARE PERFECTION REDEFINED.
The thing is, AIBA LOOKS GORGEOUS WHATEVER HE WEARS. But he's not like a mannequin! AS IN. Like he's a fashion anomaly! HE MAKES ME APPROVE OF PANTS THAT SHOW ANKLES. And I genuinely hate pants that show ankles I get jeans that go beyond my heel so when I cross my legs my ankles won't show! I SERIOUSLY, SERIOUSLY HATE IT. Like idc that after a certain point the length is ridiculous - MY ANKLES. CANNOT. SHOW. Like, number one rule: if you cover anything below the knee, make sure it reaches the ankle. BUT. AIBA DOES IT WELL.
LOL he just walked into BEAMS and the cute salesperson (SO CUTE) told him "WE'VE GOT THE AIBA-LENGTH PANTS READY." AHHH. I love how everyone sort of knows their little quirks. NATIONAL IDOLS, PEOPLE. Ughhh HATE THE LENGTH. Okay okay I WILL CALM DOWN.
HAHAHAH AIBA-LENGTH PANTS ARE THEIR BEST SELLING ITEM, "MUST BE BECAUSE OF YOU AIBA-SAN". But Aiba's! TALKING ABOUT HIS SCORES. Noooo. Aiba is amazing ): Aiba is so cute when embarassed. I can't spell embarrassed.
OMG THE THICK JACKET. So fluffy! OMG. MATCHES HIS HAIR. Oh man is he rejecting it 'cos it's him! HE LOOKS SO FLUFFY IN IT. LOL Aiba can't get rid of it. OMG the clothes he pick really ARE him. HAHAHHA THE PAZU THING. OMG.
JIAYOU AIBA. ): I wonder how severely this competition affects thjeir morale, seriously. I mean. They don't usually pick their own clothes anyway, but still. Must be hurtful.
AH HE'S FOUND SOMETHING. LOL he says he had the colour in mind but ALL I SEE IS GREEN PIXELS. Preppy! I love how they're so comfortable with calling clothes cute :D HAHA AIBA SO CUTE. OMG THE GLASSES! And a tie. AND THE BEAMS ASSISTANT.
HAHAHAHAHA AIBA "I've told you this many times right what's the most imporant thing for me, SAY!" I THINK HE SAID "SAY" LIKE IN ENGLISH! And yes, SHOES. AIBA IS A SHOES PERSON. I love it it's so unique and preppy and ADORABLE.
Is he going to pick really boring shoes for himself now! Oh god AIBA IS BEAUTIFUL. OMG HE REALLY IS. Aiba's sense of fashion is so crazy unique. Also ABC-MART sounds super cheapo. OMG THE LEOPARD PRINT SHOES. THE HOT PINK ONES. SUIT HIM SO MUCH. I wonder if HE picked the Hello Goodbye shoes I AM OBSESSED WITH. Okay he's found them :D JIAYOU AIBA. I am so attracted to Aiba's body shape js SO LONG. OH AIBA. Trying to model but trying not to grin crazily as he is wont to :D
HAHA THE EMCEES HAVE COMPLETE SYCHRONY they said the EXACT SAME THING.
OKAY OKAY HIS OUTFIT!!!! OHHHH IT IS PREPPY. AND SCHOOLISH. THE OXFORD SHIRT! Are there glasses! HAHAHA "SINCE IT'S FALL" HAHAHAHHA. It's not THAT AIBAESQUE. Okay yes SLIGHTLY JUNNISH. THE SNEAKERS ARE QUITE DULL. I love the colours omg. The pink! And denim shoes! HAHAHAHA "THE ONE SAYING THAT HAS 2 LAST PALCE TAGS" JUN'S FUCKING SMIRK. I LOVE JUN.
JUN!! HAHA SAYS HE'S HERE TO WIN ALTHOUGH HE SAYS AIBA HAS IT. And a hat! JUN AND HIS HATS. OH AND GLASSES. Jun I LOVE YOU. I wonder what he's doing Jun is very confused by this segment. He's too... showy, which is usually okay because he's an idol but!
Omg THE WAY JUN WALKS. MODEL. MODEL. If he's going for glamour. Jun may overdo it HAHA. Oh hi BEAMS assistant. WHY DOES HE HAVE EVERYTHING PREPARED DOES HE KNOW THEIR TASTES THAT WELL. OH. LEOPARD PRINT. HAHAHA IN OSAKA??? WHY. OH OH OH OH I GET IT I GET IT!! HAHA AND LADY GAGA. MORE LEOPARD PRINT!? NOO. Haha he's gong to push it. Oh god. HOLY SHIT. That is RIDICULOUS. HAHA. They need to play the "DON'T BE A DRAG JUST BE A QUEEN" PART OF BORN THIS WAY. And HAHA JUN'S LAUGHING AT HIMSELF. HAHAH HE SHOCKED HIMSELF. I HOPE HE MAKES A RIGHT CHOICE. Okay it's def not flashy that's good.
HAHAHHA THAT SILVER JACKET. Hey that leopard scarf was nice, with a black jacket it would work. Omg I LIKE THE, "I can't pull that off, but that's stylish" THING. Also why does Jun always have a going-up-the-escalator shot.
It's interesting how he walks mostly with his arms folded. Body language.
HAHA "WHEN I'M IN DOUBT, TAKE A TEA BREAK". The same place as Ohno! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA HE SEES OHNO! PERFECTION. I LOVE MY IDOLS. AWW HTHT ABOUT FASHION. BAND MEMBERS ♥ Also that was bad focus, cameramen.
HAHA MORE WITH THAT DOCUMENARY THING.
Ohno is gonna say something ridiculous. HAHAHHA HE DID. JUN'S FACE. OHNO'S FACE. "MAA, MAA" I LOVE THEM. Jiayou Jun!
ZARA? ZARA HAS TO HAVE SOMETHING FOR HIM, Seriously! I walk into ZARA and get turned off by the glamness lol. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA THE STAFF, AND JUN, TROLLED. Oh Jun being confused.
OMG IS HE GONNA CHANGE HIS PLAN. ): I LOVE YOU JUN. Tbh, women's clothes are a lot more glam. Idk about Japan. JAPANESE FASHION IS SO STRANGE AND UNQIUE I LOVE IT. 30min! OMG HnA SOUNDTRACK CONTINUES TO BE PERFECT.
15min! Omg I AM SO ANXIOUS. HE'S FOUND SOMETHING! Omg I'M SO HAPPY FOR HIM. JUN'S FACE. GO JUN HAHA I'M SO PROUD.
EEEK EXCITED FOR HIS OUTFIT. Nino was bent over :/
HOLY SHIT. WHAT. Wow. OKAY OKAY THAT IS SHOWY HAHA. HAHAHAHHA "OH YEA I'M GONNA KEEP ADDING!" Hmm I think. It's a bit over. Ohhh. Maybe he shoould've added a jacket or something. HAHAHHAHA "I'm aiming to get votes from Italy" HAHAHHA. SO CUTE. THE ITALIAN LIVELINESS. It's cute though :D
NINO. HAHA MATSUSHIMA JUST SAID "OH THIS IS FUNNY".
Nino's gonna troll. I FUCKING LOVE NINO. HAHAHHAHA I LOVE HOW KAZE TRIO KNOWS EVERYTHING, AND SHO AND OHNO ARE JUST A BIT WHUT?
HAHAHA NINO NO POINT IN COMPETING. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. SO INSULTING. Oh fuck I HAVE NOT LOOKED AT HIS EYES IN AGES. They're so bright and wet sakdjfl;kajdf. HAHAHAH HE'S MESSING AROUND WITH THEM FOR FUN. AND TO MAKE THEM BUY OFF A MANNEQUIN. I FUCKING LOVE NINOMIYA. Omg he's tapping music against his thigh WITHOUT MUSIC. HAHA HE JUST SAID "YAHOO" TO SHO. HAHAHHA NINOMIYA. OMG JUST REALISE THAT'S MARIO LOL. HAHAHA OHNO'S REACTION. Nino trolls with Ohno rather easily, no? HAHA CALLING JUN J. AND JUN BEING ALL, WHAT? HAHA "DIFFERENT COLOURS OF THE SAME THING IS NOTHING." Oh I fucking love how he has a different way of dealing with everyone. HAHAHAHA AIBA "AWFUL TIMING", AFTER HE JUST SAID THAT HE'S BOUGHT NOTHING. LOL AIBA "I'LL HAUNT YOUR GRANDCHILDREN! YOUR GRANDCHILDREN!" I FUCKING LOVE THEM.
Anyway omg Nino takes them all differently, with Sho he puts it almost blatantly, draws a line almost to the destination and lets Sho slowly connect it there. With Ohno he just PHYSICALLY GRABS HIM, and screws around because THAT IS WHAT NINO DOES BEST. And with Jun, he knows Jun's paranoid so he uses reverse psychology - no, he's not doing it! No seriously, trust me! And with Aiba he just hangs around, and Aiba's a bit hard to read, but I guess 13 years makes a difference. Nino doesn't breach the topic, but when it appears he doesn't hide anything. FUCKING MASTER.
SUCH A TROLL. Omg his grin LOL. Omg being analytical, LIKE A SHO. SCHEMER NINOMIYA. SCHEMER NINOMIYA. OH HnA. Omg. OMG. SEEING HOW CLOTHES LOOK ON SCREEN. Ninooooooooo. HAHA okay the if 2D looks good 3D will too one DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. Omg LOL THAT IS. AN OLD MAN'S CLOTHING. OMG NO WONDER HE HAS SO MANY SHOPPING BAGS AT THE END OF THIS.
Um. If this is going to have Nino + cameras I'm gonna die. OKAY NO it's smartphone of the staff dayum. Omg. THE MOIRE EFFECT? Oh fuck. OH FUCK. NINOMIYA KAZUNARI. I'm already obsessed with you STOP THIS oh god. Oh shit I CAN'T THINK my head's spinning WHY DOES HE KNOW WHAT THAT IS DOES HE DO DIGITAL IMAGERY IF YES, MY LOVE FOR HIM JUST SKYROCKETED. Oh god. OH GOD. Okay then again he works in the media I AM GOING TO. STAY CALM. So hot that he knows this. HAHAH "SUCH A CARELESS MISTAKE" HAHAHA OKAY. THAT WAS CUTE. HE KEEPS TOUCHING HIS FACE. HAHA "THESE CLOTHES ARE REALLY NICE, BUT THEY'RE NOT MADE FOR THE INTERNET" OH the TV undustry hates it that's why he knows it. 40min left!
HAHAHAHA THE SHOPPING BAG. THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF THE CENTURY. I love him SO MUCH.
Omg he wants to go for the QUIN. MANNEQUIN. HAHAHA YOU WILL DO IT THEN THINK ABOUT IT. Oh shit HIS EYES, they're so brown omg. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. "TRY TO CALL IT OUT IF YOU DARE" "THE BATTLE DOESN'T BEGIN UNTIL YOU BUY OFF A MANNEQUIN" "EVERYONE GOES THROUGH THIS RITE OF PASSAGE" I JUST. NINO. NINOOOO. CONTRADICTING YOURSELF.
Okay can't stand his eyes and hair their shades are so complementary.
HAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHA A TV SHOW WHICH YOUNG KIDS WATCH. And omg IDE. IS HE GOING FOR IT. Omg. I GET IT. HE'S COMBINING OUTFITS ON A POSTER? OKAY NO HE'S STEALING AN OUTFIT FROM A POSTER, BECAUSE IT'S NOT A MANNEQUN. HAHAHAHHA NINO. FUCKING NINOMIYA. I love Nino ♥ HAHAHA OKAY LET'S STOP THIS WE'RE DONE! AAAH THE SALUTE I WAS WAITING FOR IT, AND THE WINK. Oh gosh PERFECTION. He has to do it once per HnA episode I swear. OHHH. It's... nice. I HATE THE LOW CROTCH PANTS.
HAHA HIS FUCKING THEME "I almost sold my soul to the devil but in the end, I didn't" HAHAHAHAHAHHA. I LOVE YOU. Why are their mikes fluffy.
HAHAHHA JUN. HAHAHAHHAHA WASN'T ABLE TO HEAR HIM 'COS OF THE HELICOPTER. HE LOOKS. SORT OF LIKE JANG GEUN SEUK. THE HAIR. HAHAHAHAHHAHA EVERYONE'S JUST.S TUNNED FOR A MOMENT. Omg omg THERE'S. OMG. OMG I didn't realise IF IT'S OFF A POASTER, IT'S DEF LOOKING OKAY 2D. Oh god. Ninomya FUCKING MASTER.
HAHA CALLING A MEETING.
HAHAHAH WERE YOU NOT LISTENING TO MY THEME? So he put it together. OH. AIYA he took different outfits from the poster is it! HAHAHAHA HE SAID IT'S SUPER HOT. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK OF, WAIT SO THE POSTER WAS? OKAY SO HE PICKED HIMSELF LA HAHA OKAY.
HAHA MATSUSHIMA "If you lose that means your fashion sense really sucks". HAHAHHA.
OH SHE SAYS AIBA OR JUN. I say. AIBA OR NINO. Not Jun. HAHA NINO SHOULD'VE JUST CHEATED. Whoa fuck Nino's outfit looks amazing on the mannequin though. Seriously! NINO IS TOO SHORT TO PULL THIS OFF.
HAHA NINO'S POSTURE. I love you but seriously. ALSO HE KEEPS TOUCHING HIS FACE. Like, OKAY I DO TOO, BUT I BLAME HIM, and it's more than usual!
Omg Fukada Kyoko!! :D :D
HAHA KYOKO'S FACE. KAZE TRIO ARE VERY, MOBILE MANNEQUINS. Omg HATE. LOW CROTCH PANTS. HAHA since I have no ankles to speak about. BUT. MAKES HIM LOOK SHORT. ER.
HAHA SHO APOLOGISING TO VERBAL. MASTER! VERBAL. And the rest of Arashi bowing! SO NEAR 90DEGREES. OMG THE, SOARING JOKE I LOVE THAT ♥ HAHA VERBAL IS NOT IMPRESSED. HAHA I think Verbal is stunned by last time too. Yep it suits him. HAHAHAHAHA THE SHOULDERS. THE SHOULDERS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HOLDING A GRUDGE OF HER SAYING HE LOOKS LIKE AN ARROW HAHAHAHHA CRYING. OMG THE JUDGES ARE TERRIBLE.
Ohno. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA NO.1 FOR CERTAIN. HAHAHA HE'S GOING THROUGH THE PRICES AGAIN. HAHAHAHAH HIS FUCKING FAAAACE. HAHA EVERYONE'S FACES. OHNO'S FACE HAHAHAHAHHA I LOVE OHNO. His TONE, EVEN. HAHA NO REASON I SHOULDN'T GET IT AFTER PAYING 380K YEN. Yea it doesn't suit his PERSONALITY, BUT. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA MORI IS DYING.
AIBA. Judges are so terrible! HAHA AIBA'S SLIPPERY SLOPE ARGUMENT. HAHA HE DOES LOOK LIKE A TEDDY BEAR SO CUTE. Oh AIBA.
Aiba: you're not making a fool out of me, right?
Emcee: The ones who will make a fool out of you are the next two people.
MORI AND NISHIKAWA GRIN AND NOD HAHAHA.
But is he really insecure about this IDE. I LOVE YOU AIBA ): OH MORI-SAN LIKES IT! HAHAHA ONLY BECAUSE AIBA WEARS IT. But it's true. HAHAHHAHA INSULT EVERYONE ELSE. AHAHAHHA NISHIKAWA-SENSEI IS TERRIBLE SHE HATES IT THAT MUCH. HAHAHAHAHAA SHIUMURA KEN PANTS OMG. DYING.
MatsuJun! Omg that was. A cute salute :D OMG. He's remembering the "WHY ARE YOU WEARING SOMETHING SO FLASHY WHEN YOUR FACE ALREADY IS" oh Jun I LOVE YOUR FACE. HAHAHAHAHA WHY ARE YOU WEARING SOMETHING SO SIMPLE WHEN YOUR FACE IS SO FLASHY! Oh Jun. I LOVE YOUR FACE, NO MATTER WHAT YOU WEAR. What's wrong with his outfit and fall I DON'T GET IT. OH THEY HAVE ITALIAN VOTES!!! HAHAHA NISHIKAWA "THIS IS NOT A COLOUR ITALIANS WOULD LIKE, THEY'D HATE IT RIGHT?" HAHAHAHAHA. HAHAHA EVEN THOUGH SHE'S NEVER BEEN THERE. Jun's face was kind of, sad-stunned though.
Nino! HAHA ALWAYS BENEFITTING FROM OTHER MEMBERS. HAHAHAHA EVERYONE'S EHHHHH? AT THE MANNEQUIN THING. HAHAHAH LOVE THE "EHHHH" THING HAHA. OH IT HAS MORI IZUMI'S APPROVAL! HAHAHAHHA AGAIN WITH THE GRANDPA PATTERNS. IT DOES I'M SORRY. Nino's fashion sense always tends towards OLD MEN'S FASHION.
PERSONAL: WORST IS JUN. Sorry. Best would be Aiba.
OKAY EVERYONE PUT SAKURAI FIRST AND 3 PUT OHNO LAST, ONE PUT JUN LAST. ONE BEING NISHIKAWA. OH GOD. THIS IS HARSH HAHAHHA.
HAHAHAH SHO "YOU SHOULD BE MORE EXCITED WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT YOUR FIRST CHOICE NO" HAHHAA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'M CRYING. READING JUN AS OHNO. HAHAHAHHAHAN OHNO BRUSHING HIS SHOES. HAHAHA I FUCKING LOVE HIM.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH A MAN IN PINK. Okay too much pink but. JUN'S GLARE I FUCKING LOVE JUN. HAHAHA "OKAY I GET T ALREADY" HAHAHAHA.
HAHA OUR HOUSEWIFE DETECTIVE FUKADA-SAN!? HAHAHAHHAHA SHE'S GOING TO PROMOTE NOW? HAHAHAHHA FUCK YES IT'S AWK HAHA NINO'S "THIS IS A WEIRD TIME TO BRING IT UP" HAHA. SPICE is the theme song! She's so nervous and cute.
HAHAHAHHA "We don't mind that she's here promoting her drama, that's why she's here in the first place, BUT THE TIMING WHEN YOU BROUGHT IT UP WAS REALLY BAD." SAY IT LIKE IT IS, NINOMIYA. Although isn't saying that's why she's here a little TOO OPEN HAHA.
OMGOMGOMG RESULTS.
HOLY SHIT 261131 VOTES! OMG. AMAZING. HAHAHAHA THE EXACT POPULATIONG OF THE MEGURO WARD. OMG THEY DID GET ITALIAN VOTES LOL. 86 COUNTRIES! Omg I think even Arashi's a little afraid of their reach, like, THEIR INFLUENCE, AND ALL. Amaing.
FIRST PLACE! OMG I AM SHAKING SO NERVOUS. OH it's not by too much this time only 5 digits. 86623 OKAY I TAKE IT BACK THAT'S A LOT. IT'S SHO! WHAT. HAHAHA SHO'S LIKE, IDK I CAN'T SEE IT. HAHAHA SHO'S BOUNCING I CAN'T. WITH YOUR OWN STYLE SHO! BE PROUD. HAHAHAHA WOULD YOU DRAW ME LIKE ONE OF THOSE FRENCH LADIES POSE. I STILL. THE MISBALANCE. But okay la. HAHAHA EVERYONE IS SITTING DOWN. Omg the guests all have it O: OKAY I'M PROUD LA. SO CUTE. OMG NORDIC PATTERN. HAHAHAHAHHA HE DIDN'T KNOW!? MORI IZUMI IS. LIKE. STUNNED TO TEARS. HAHAHA AS EXPECTED OF AIBA-CHAN PLEASE, MAI CREYS. HAHA HAHAHAHHA. OH OH INDONESIA! SO CUTE "JACKET IS NICE"!!!! HAHAHAHAHHA ARASHI "HURRY UP NO1CURR!" HAHAHHA "THIS AIN'T A VARIETY SHOW I'M TELLING YOU!" "IS THIS A LABOUR UNION!" Omg I agree that the patterns are over. HAHAHAHAH THE BUTTONS LOOK LIKE SHIITAKE MUSHROOMS WHAT WHY WOULD YOU. HAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAH DYING SOMEONE SAID "LOOKS HILARIOUS ON A PERSON WITH SLOPING SHOULDERS" MAI CREYS I LOVE FANDOM AHHHH.
2nd! Omg I AM SO NERVOUS FOR THEM WHY IS THIS. HAHA THEY'RE SO NOISY NOW. HAHAHAH "WE DON'T NEED SUCH A LONG DRUM ROLL". 79019 VOTES! SO CLOSE OMG. AHH IT'S NINO. HAHAHA HIS FUCKING DANCE HAHAHAHA. HIS DANCE. HAHAHA THE SFX. HAHAHAHAH WHAT WHY DO SAKUMIYA HAVE A DANCE LIKE THIS, MATING DANCE HAHAHAHA. HAHAHA NOW HE'S REMINESCING. I LOVE NINO. HAHA SO DEJECTED THE REST. Oh NINO'S FACE. HAHAHA THE AGEPOYO THING. HAHAHA "A MAGICAL OUTFIT THAT TURNS ANY PERVENT INTO A HANDSOME GUY" OMG DYING HAHAHAHAHA. HAHAHAH WHAT THE FUCK. SPILLED COFFEE ON HIS PANTS!? OMG THE. THAT'S. POCKETS. I thought it was part of the shrt OKAY RANK DOWN, NINOMIYA LOL. OMG SOMEONE CAUGHT HIM! "I think Ninomiya-kun always wears too many layers". OKAY, FIRSTLY, THIS IS A FACT. Secondly, I LIKE IT. I'm sorry but omg. PERFECTION. OMG DYING "There're too many pieces of clothing, Nishikawa-sensei will probably get angry at that" DYING. DYING. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA. PERFECTION HAHAHHA. Omg why are they suddenly listing prefectures. OH OH OH it's the colder prefectures is it! THEY PUT HIM FIRST. Ahhh place DOES make a difference. HAHA "MAYBE I SHOULD WEAR THIS TO THE FUKUOKA CONCERT" PERFECTION. AHHH HE GOT FIRST IN THAILAND AND SINGAPORE!! OMG HAHAHAHHA. "Even though I'm wearing so many layers!?" I KNOW RIGHT. FUCK, MY COUNTRY GOT NAMEDROPPED IN REGARDS TO MY BIAS OMG I'M SO EXCITED RN. And well I wouldn't yearn for sth... OKAY I WOULD. SCREW THE HOT WEATHER. BUT OH GOD. I flailed so hard my muscles feel loose AHH. BACK TO MY FANGIRL WAYS. HAHAHAHHAHA "WELL THEN FOR THOSE IN HOKKAIDO AND RUSSIA!" JUN'S "OH YES!" HAHAHAHAH. SO CUTE.
EHHHH Nino just told Aiba to try his best! THAT IS. INTERESTING. Maybe he felt what I felt. Idk. HE KEEPS. PUSHING AIBA. OH GOSH. 58885 HAHA SUCH A NICE NUMBER. It's quite even the spreading! AIBA! I KNEW IT. Oh maybe Nino said it because no judges picked him. HAHAHA THE SFX THE FUCKING DANCES HAHHAHAHA. OH AIBA. I really like his outfit tho! Like, my placing is Aiba Nino Ohno Sho Jun. WHY ARE MY TASTES WEIRD. HAHA MAYBE THE PEOPLE FROM UK PUT YOU FIRST. OH HE'S SECOND. SHO IS FIRST. HAHAHA NINO'S SO SHOCKED HE MOVED AWAY. HAHA "H IS FOR HONGKONG RIGHT!" HAHAHAHAHA NO 3RD IN CHINA. SHO IS FIRST AGAIN! OMGOMGOMG SHO JUST SAID HELLO, THANKS IN CHINESE. OMG. OMG. I FUCKING LOVE HIM. Omg the comment was so extraneous but! :D HAHAHAHHAHA RESEMBLES KAIBUTSU-KUN HAHAHA OHNO'S LIKE, (Y) (Y). HAHAHAHA AGAIN WITH THE GRANDPA PANTS HAHAHA. NISHIKAWA MUST BE LIKE, "FUTURE FASHIONISTA". HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA OMG PINK AND H = ULTERIOR MOTIVE HAHAHA. Okay weak I understand! HAHAHAHHA HATES IT 'COS IT'S WHAT HER EX-HUSBAND WOULD WEAR HAHAHAHAHHA. HAHAHA AIBA "NEXT TIME I HAVE TO BEAR HER EX-HUSBAND IN MIND" FUCKING LOVELY PEOPLE.
HAHAHA JUN "THIS IS MY REGULAR SPOT" HAHAHAHA. GO JUN! I LOVE YOU JUN. HAHAHAHA I LOVE THEM. HAHAHAHHAHA TELL EVERYONE THE PRICE, LEADER! BUT A LACK OF TENSION. HAHA THE JUDGES, "IT'S YOU 3 OR ME, RIGHT?" NISHIKAWA-SENSEI.
Omg the votes are 25517 VS 11087. Not THAT much of a diff la. LOL THEY'RE GIGGLING. It's twice the votes but! HAHAHHAHAHHA OHNO LOOKS AT JUN'S OUTFIT. HAHAHA. HEIGHT DIFFERENCE. AHAHAHA AND LOOK AT HIS. HAHAAHAHAHAH I LOVE ARASHI. AHHHH. HAHA THEY'RE JUST LIKE, GIGGLING. HAHAHA "LOOK THE BLACK AND WHITE HATS". Jun strikes me as the type who WOULD talk when he's nervous. AHHH JUN'S LAST. OKAY, I HAD IT RIGHT SOMEWHAT, BUT STILL. HAHAHAHA EVERYONE SHOUTING CONGRATULATIONS TO NISHIKAWA-SENSEI. LOL JUN. Manages to be glam in his defeat. HAHAHA DRAMATIC. JUN THE PROTAGONIST. Okay NOT he looks glam. BUT. HAHAHA QUALITY CLOTHING. AHHH HIGASHIYAMA-SAN HAS APPEARED. OLD AND FRIVOLOUS HAHAHAHA OHNO'S REACTION. JUST SOMETHING OFF HAHA. INTUITION. LOOKS CHEAP, SEEMS LIKE I CAN BUY THIS AT 5000 YEN. THIS IS HILARIOUS. OMG OMG HE GOT TOP FROM FRANCE! But France seems like a country who would love this HAHA.
HAHA JUN, A STAGGERING NUMBER OF NNEGATIVE COMMENTS. "I'D THINK SO, NEE?" I LOVE YOU JUN. HAHA TRYING TO GIRA THE WRONG WAY. SORRY JUN. HAHAHAHHA FUCK LOOKS LIKE A SCARECROW HAHAHA. JUN. JUN. HAHAHHAHAHA "SHO-KUN THAT WAS UNBELIEVABLE! YOU HAVE WAY TOO LITTLE FASHION SENSE!" OMG CRYING. HAHA SHO HE DID THE NINO SALUTE! AND THEN "I WOULD LIKE TO THROW THOSE WORDS RIGHT BACK TO YOU" SO SMUG HAHA OH SHO. HAHA JUN'S LIKE, LAUGHING PAINEDLY. OHHH someone liking his adventure! GO JUN. I LOVE YOU JUN. HAHAHAHA HOW ABOUT ITALY. HAHAHHA HIS HOPE. HAHA "I'M SURE I GOT THIS". HAHAHAH FIFTH IN ITALY HAHAHAHHAHA NISHIKAWA-SENSEI. NINO TOPPED THA. HAHA. I'M CRYING. DID HE NOT GET FIRST IN ANY COUNTRY LOL. HAHAHAHHA YES HE DIDN'T. I LOVE YOU JUN IT'S OKAY. HAHHA HE CAME IN 4TH IN AUSSIE, UPON CLOSER INSPECTION. HE GOT LAST IN EVERY OTHER COUNTRY OUUUUCH. OUCH. JUN I LOVE YOU IT'S OKAY. Omg question WHO GOT 5TH IN AUSSIE HAHA THAT'S LIKE. QUITE SAD. IT'S OKAY JUN EVERYONE LOVES YOUR FACE HAHAHA.
The studio gets more ridiculous each time. HAHAHA HALLOWEEN. I CAN'T. OH YES AUTUMN! HAHAHAHHA. HOW DOES AN OUTFIT COMPLEMENTING HALLOWEEN BECOME A COMPLIMENT! I LOVE YOU JUN :D :D HAHAHHAHA THEY WILL RECORD HIS VOICE TOO. OMG SO ANNOYING HAHAHAHAHHA I FUCKING LOVE JUN. HAHA "REMEMBER TO TAKE LOTS OF PHOTOS" JUN YOU ARE PERFECT I LOVE YOU. I'M CRYING LOL BUT ♥ HAHA EVERYONE LAUGHING.
THIS WAS PERFECT. ARASHI IS PERECT. I FEEL INVIGORATED. LIFE HAS MEANING, ONCE AGAIN, AND ALL.
I FUCKING LOVE THEM ♥
Labels: fandom: arashi, liveblog: variety shows, quotes, reviews: books
-- we love this more than anyone else